The ER is in full COVID mode. We've divided the space — COVID patients in one section, everyone else in another, the physical separation that mirrors the psychological separation we're all performing, the constant splitting of attention between the virus and everything else, because everything else doesn't stop. People still have heart attacks during a pandemic. People still fall. People still overdose. The usual emergencies continue alongside the new emergency, and the ER has to hold both, and the holding is exhausting in a way that makes my pre-pandemic exhaustion look quaint.
PPE rationing is real now. One N95 per shift, which we're supposed to use for twelve hours, which anyone who's worn an N95 for twelve hours knows is torture — the elastic biting into the skin behind your ears, the fog on your eye protection, the feeling of breathing through a filter that makes every inhale an effort. My face has marks. Red lines where the mask sits, divots where the elastic digs. I look in the mirror after shifts and see the face of a pandemic worker — the mask face, the tired face, the face of a woman who is thirty-one and looks forty-one because the PPE ages you in real time.
I wrote a blog post about cooking while exhausted. Not pandemic-specific — I kept it general, about cooking after twelve-hour shifts, about the discipline of feeding yourself when you're too tired to feed yourself, about the recipes that require the least effort and give the most return. One-pot dishes. Adobo (always). Sinigang (always). Rice porridge. Eggs over rice with soy sauce and a fried egg on top — the twenty-minute meal, the nurse's dinner, the food that takes no planning and gives everything.
I made silog — the Filipino breakfast-all-day combination. Sinangag (garlic fried rice) with longganisa (sweet Filipino sausage) and a fried egg. The garlic rice was crispy and the longganisa was sweet and the egg yolk broke over everything and the combination was perfect and took fifteen minutes and I ate it at 1 AM after a twelve-hour shift and the eating was not elegant but it was essential and the essential is all I have energy for right now.
That silog at 1 AM reminded me that the best meals aren’t the ones that impress — they’re the ones that hold you together when you have nothing left. This Beefy Huevos Rancheros carries the same spirit: a skillet, some heat, an egg cracked over something savory and substantial, and the whole thing on the table before your feet stop aching. It’s not Filipino, but the logic is the same — protein, a rich yolk, something that tastes like effort even when it required almost none. On the nights when the mask marks are still on your face and you’re eating standing over the stove, this is the recipe.
Beefy Huevos Rancheros
Prep Time: 5 min | Cook Time: 15 min | Total Time: 20 min | Servings: 2
Ingredients
- 1/2 lb lean ground beef
- 1/2 teaspoon cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 cup canned black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1/3 cup salsa (jarred or fresh)
- 2 large eggs
- 2 small flour or corn tortillas, warmed
- 2 tablespoons sour cream
- 2 tablespoons shredded cheddar or Monterey Jack cheese
- Fresh cilantro or sliced scallions, for topping (optional)
- Hot sauce, to serve
Instructions
- Brown the beef. Heat a medium skillet over medium-high heat. Add the ground beef and break it apart with a spatula. Cook 5—6 minutes until no pink remains. Drain any excess fat.
- Season and add beans. Reduce heat to medium. Stir in the cumin, chili powder, garlic powder, salt, and pepper. Add the black beans and salsa, stir to combine, and let everything simmer together for 2—3 minutes until slightly thickened.
- Make wells for the eggs. Use a spoon to push the beef mixture to the edges of the skillet, creating two small wells in the center. Crack one egg into each well.
- Cook the eggs. Cover the skillet with a lid and cook 3—4 minutes, until the egg whites are set but the yolks are still runny (or cook longer if you prefer firm yolks).
- Serve. Place a warm tortilla on each plate. Spoon the beef, beans, and one egg over each tortilla. Top with sour cream, shredded cheese, and cilantro or scallions if using. Serve immediately with hot sauce.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 430 | Protein: 34g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 28g | Fiber: 5g | Sodium: 620mg