Indian Independence Day — August 15th. The one day a year when Appa wears his India cricket jersey (vintage, faded, from the 1983 World Cup era, which he claims he bought in India before immigrating but which I suspect he bought on Oak Tree Road in 1998) and becomes temporarily and intensely nationalistic about a country he left thirty-two years ago.
The temple hosted a celebration — flag hoisting at 8 AM (the Indian flag, because the temple maintains a small garden with a flagpole specifically for this purpose), followed by cultural programs and food. So much food.
Amma organized the food committee, naturally. The menu was patriotic in a way only Indian food can be: tricolor dishes. Saffron rice, white rice, and rice colored with spinach paste — layered to represent the Indian flag. Tricolor barfi — orange, white, and green sweets. And jalebi, which are orange, which Amma insisted counted as patriotic.
I helped in the temple kitchen, which is the South Indian woman's version of community service. Eight women, eight cuisines, one kitchen, and the kind of organized chaos that would give a restaurant inspector a stroke. Kamala Aunty made her chana masala. Mrs. Iyer made her legendary lemon rice. I made chicken 65 — fifty pieces, which was gone in twelve minutes.
Appa gave a speech. Venkatesh Krishnamurthy, who uses words the way a miser uses money — sparingly and with visible reluctance — stood at a microphone and spoke for four minutes about what India means to him. He talked about his village in Tamil Nadu, about the school where he learned math, about the day he got the visa to come to America. He talked about missing the rain and the sound of Tamil spoken on every street. He did not cry, because Appa does not cry in public, but his voice went tight in the way that means he's fighting it.
I didn't know half of these things. Appa doesn't talk about India. He talks about work, about traffic, about cricket scores. But today, standing in a New Jersey temple with the Indian flag behind him, he talked about rain.
I went home and made filter coffee — the Madras version, strong and dark, with frothed milk poured back and forth between two tumblers until it's aerated and slightly cooled. It's the taste of India for people who've never been. It's the taste of home for people who left.
The coffee was good. Appa's speech was better.
After Appa’s speech — after the flag and the tight voice and the rain he still misses — I made filter coffee the way Amma taught me, pouring it back and forth between tumblers until the foam rose and the kitchen smelled like Tamil Nadu. The next morning, I wasn’t ready to let go of that feeling, so I carried the coffee into breakfast instead. These cappuccino pancakes aren’t South Indian filter coffee, but they speak the same language: bold, slightly bitter, warmed through with milk, and good enough to make you stop and just sit for a moment. Sometimes the recipe you need isn’t the authentic one — it’s the one that keeps the feeling alive a little longer.
Cappuccino Pancakes — Fluffy & Lighter
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 20 minutes | Total Time: 30 minutes | Servings: 4 (about 8–10 pancakes)
Ingredients
- 1 cup all-purpose flour
- 1 tablespoon sugar
- 1 teaspoon baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 1 teaspoon instant espresso powder (or 2 teaspoons strong brewed coffee, cooled)
- 3/4 cup buttermilk (or 3/4 cup milk + 1 teaspoon white vinegar, rested 5 minutes)
- 1 large egg
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted and slightly cooled
- 1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- Butter or neutral oil, for the pan
- Powdered sugar and warm maple syrup, to serve
Instructions
- Mix the dry ingredients. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, sugar, baking powder, baking soda, salt, espresso powder, and cinnamon until evenly combined.
- Combine the wet ingredients. In a separate bowl or measuring jug, whisk together the buttermilk, egg, melted butter, and vanilla extract. If using brewed coffee instead of espresso powder, add it here.
- Make the batter. Pour the wet ingredients into the dry ingredients and stir gently with a spatula until just combined — a few small lumps are fine and expected. Do not overmix, or the pancakes will be dense. Let the batter rest for 5 minutes while your pan heats.
- Heat the pan. Set a nonstick skillet or griddle over medium-low heat. Add a small pat of butter or a light film of oil and let it warm until it shimmers but does not smoke.
- Cook the pancakes. Pour about 1/4 cup of batter per pancake onto the pan. Cook until bubbles form across the surface and the edges look set, about 2–3 minutes. Flip gently and cook the second side for 1–2 minutes, until golden and cooked through. Adjust heat as needed — if they’re browning too fast, lower it.
- Serve immediately. Stack and dust with powdered sugar. Serve with warm maple syrup and, if you have it, a small pour of strong coffee on the side — poured back and forth between two cups until it froths, if you know how.
Nutrition (per serving, approx. 2–3 pancakes)
Calories: 210 | Protein: 6g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 28g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 320mg
About the cook who shared this
Priya Krishnamurthy
Week 73 of Priya’s 30-year story
· Edison, New Jersey
Priya is a pharmacist, wife, and mom of two in Edison, New Jersey — the town she grew up in, surrounded by the sights and smells of her mother's South Indian kitchen. These days, she splits her time between the hospital pharmacy, school pickups, and her own kitchen, where she cooks nearly every night. Her style is a blend of the Tamil recipes her mother taught her and the American comfort food her kids actually want to eat. She writes about the beautiful mess of balancing two cultures on one plate — and she wants you to know that ordering pizza is also an act of love.