A week of ordinary things, which are the best kind. The library ran its summer craft program on Tuesday — 45 children making paper plate fish, a mess that took an hour to create and two hours to clean up, the ratio of creation to cleanup being roughly the same in libraries as in kitchens. On Wednesday I had a meeting with the Friends of the Library board about the fall book sale, which involves more politics than the United Nations and produces better results. Thursday was Dr. Ellis, where Robert and I practiced a communication exercise that involved repeating back what the other person said, which sounds patronizing but is actually revelatory because you discover how badly you mishear the person you live with.
I misheard Robert say, "I think we should take a vacation this fall." What he actually said was, "I think we should talk about taking a vacation this fall." The difference between those sentences is the difference between a plan and a possibility, and the difference between a plan and a possibility is where most marriages live, which Dr. Ellis pointed out with the particular satisfaction of a therapist who has just demonstrated her own thesis.
James is reading Toni Morrison this summer — I put "Song of Solomon" in his hands in June and he has since read "Sula," "Beloved," and is currently deep in "The Bluest Eye." He came home Thursday and stood in the kitchen doorway and said, "Mom, is all great literature this sad?" and I said, "Not all of it. But the best of it understands that beauty and sadness are neighbors, and the fence between them is low." He thought about this and said, "That sounds like something Grandpa would have said," and I said, "It is something Grandpa would have said," and I was telling the truth because I could hear my father's voice in my own the way you hear an echo — the same words, slightly delayed, coming from a different direction.
I made a peach cobbler this week because the peaches at the roadside stand on Highway 17 were so ripe they were practically glowing, and because peach cobbler is the dish that connects me most directly to Mama and to Beaufort and to the childhood that shaped everything I became. Mama's cobbler uses a simple batter — flour, sugar, milk, butter, vanilla — poured into a hot dish, with the sliced peaches laid on top. As it bakes, the batter rises around the fruit and creates a golden, custardy crust that is simultaneously cake and sauce. It is the single most important recipe in my family, and I make it the way Mama taught me: without measuring, by feel, by the memory encoded in my hands.
Joy called me on Sunday. She doesn't call often — Mama usually calls on her behalf — but today Joy called herself, from the house phone, and said, "Naomi, I ate peaches." Just that. "I ate peaches." And I said, "Were they good?" and she said, "So good, Naomi. So good." And I thought: there is a whole theology of gratitude in "so good," and Joy is its best preacher, and my father — who spent forty years trying to teach people to appreciate what they had — would have recognized in his damaged daughter the purest expression of the thing he was always reaching for.
After Joy’s call, I kept turning her words over in my mind — so good, Naomi, so good — and I knew I needed to be in the kitchen, doing something with peaches. But I didn’t want to make Mama’s cobbler that day; that recipe belongs to a specific kind of reverence, and what I was feeling was lighter than that, more like celebration than ceremony. So I made these pancakes instead: a morning thing, a joyful thing, something Joy herself might eat standing at the counter in her pajamas without it being a whole occasion. Here’s how I put them together.
Caramelized Peach and Oat Pancakes
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 4 (about 12 pancakes)
Ingredients
- For the caramelized peaches:
- 3 medium ripe peaches, pitted and sliced 1/4 inch thick
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 2 tablespoons light brown sugar, packed
- 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
- 1/8 teaspoon vanilla extract
- Pinch of salt
- For the oat pancakes:
- 1 cup old-fashioned rolled oats
- 1 cup all-purpose flour
- 2 tablespoons granulated sugar
- 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
- 1 1/4 cups buttermilk
- 2 large eggs
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted and slightly cooled
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- Neutral oil or butter for the griddle
Instructions
- Soak the oats. Place the rolled oats in a medium bowl, pour the buttermilk over them, stir to combine, and let soak for 10 minutes while you prepare everything else. This softens the oats and gives the finished pancakes a tender, custardy interior.
- Caramelize the peaches. Melt 2 tablespoons butter in a wide skillet over medium-high heat. Add the peach slices in a single layer, sprinkle with brown sugar, cinnamon, and a pinch of salt, and cook undisturbed for 2 to 3 minutes until the undersides are golden. Flip gently, add the vanilla, and cook 1 to 2 minutes more until the peaches are just tender and coated in a glossy syrup. Remove from heat and set aside.
- Make the batter. Whisk the flour, granulated sugar, baking powder, baking soda, salt, and cinnamon together in a large bowl. Add the eggs, melted butter, and vanilla to the oat-buttermilk mixture and stir to combine. Pour the wet ingredients into the dry and fold gently until just incorporated — a few lumps are fine. Do not overmix or the pancakes will toughen.
- Heat the griddle. Warm a griddle or large nonstick skillet over medium heat and brush lightly with oil or butter. The surface is ready when a drop of water skitters and evaporates on contact.
- Cook the pancakes. Pour about 1/4 cup batter per pancake onto the griddle. Cook until bubbles form across the surface and the edges look set, about 2 to 3 minutes. Flip and cook 1 to 2 minutes more until golden on the bottom. Keep finished pancakes warm in a 200°F oven on a sheet pan while you work through the rest of the batter.
- Serve. Stack pancakes on plates and spoon the caramelized peaches — with all their pan syrup — generously over the top. Serve immediately, with additional butter or a drizzle of honey if desired.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 415 | Protein: 11g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 58g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 480mg