Submitted Cornell and Xavier this week. The Cornell application is long — they want depth and specificity and they want it in multiple essays, which suits me. I wrote about the crawfish population study for the research supplement, about environmental science as a lens through which you see everything differently once you've looked through it. Xavier got the essay about traditional ecological knowledge and the basin and the chapter that made MawMaw say "good, it should be written down." Both submissions went through at eleven on Tuesday night and I sat at my desk for a while afterward in the particular quiet of having sent something important away and not knowing what will happen to it.
Priya has started applying too — she's going pre-med, aiming for Texas, Rice, Tulane, and a few others. We check in daily by text now, a kind of mutual monitoring system. She texted me at midnight: "Essay four submitted. You?" I texted back: "Two more down." We have developed a shorthand over nine years of friendship that requires very few words. I think that is the sign of a truly good friendship — that eventually the language compresses down to what's essential.
I've been cooking more in the evenings as a form of studying-adjacent activity — my brain works better on problems when my hands are occupied. This week I made Mama's baked macaroni and cheese, the real kind with the roux-based sauce and the five-cheese blend she's developed over years of experimentation. I've watched her make it dozens of times but this was the first time I made it alone, start to finish. The roux went right. The cheeses melted smoothly. The top got that golden crust in the oven that means everything went the way it should. Mama tasted it and said, "Your hands are getting wise." That is the nicest thing anyone has said to me in months and it was said by the right person.
Mama’s baked macaroni and cheese was the big moment this week, but the truth is that once your hands learn to trust themselves in the kitchen, you want to keep going — keep proving it. These Cheddar Sausage Muffins have that same logic: a little technique, real cheese, the kind of savory golden result that tells you when you’ve done it right. They’re the thing I make when I need my brain working on two tracks at once, and they never let me down.
Cheddar Sausage Muffins
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 20 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 12 muffins
Ingredients
- 1/2 lb ground pork breakfast sausage
- 2 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 tablespoon baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/4 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1 1/4 cups whole milk
- 1 large egg
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted and slightly cooled
- 1 1/2 cups shredded sharp cheddar cheese, divided
- 2 tablespoons chopped fresh chives (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Preheat your oven to 375°F. Grease a standard 12-cup muffin tin generously with butter or non-stick spray, or line with paper liners.
- Cook the sausage. In a skillet over medium heat, crumble and cook the sausage until browned and cooked through, about 6–8 minutes. Drain on a paper towel-lined plate and let cool slightly.
- Mix the dry ingredients. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, baking powder, garlic powder, smoked paprika, black pepper, and salt until evenly combined.
- Mix the wet ingredients. In a separate bowl or large measuring cup, whisk together the milk, egg, and melted butter until smooth.
- Combine. Pour the wet ingredients into the dry ingredients and stir gently until just combined — a few lumps are fine. Do not overmix. Fold in the cooked sausage, 1 1/4 cups of the cheddar, and the chives if using.
- Fill the tin. Divide the batter evenly among the 12 muffin cups, filling each about 3/4 full. Sprinkle the remaining 1/4 cup of cheddar over the tops.
- Bake. Bake for 18–22 minutes, until the tops are golden and a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean. The cheese on top should be melted and just beginning to brown at the edges.
- Cool and serve. Let muffins rest in the pan for 5 minutes before transferring to a wire rack. Serve warm. Store leftovers in an airtight container at room temperature for up to 2 days, or refrigerate for up to 5 days.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 218 | Protein: 9g | Fat: 12g | Carbs: 18g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 390mg