Fall arrived this week the way it does in Memphis — not with the dramatic color change of New England, but with a slow, subtle shift in the air, a lowering of the register, as if the whole city dropped half a tone from the high bright key of summer into something warmer and deeper. The mornings are in the low sixties now, and I walk my route with a light jacket, and the streets have a different feel — slower, quieter, the frenzy of summer replaced by a rhythm that suits me better. I am a fall man. I was born in November. I cook over fire. I move at the speed of smoke. Fall is my season.
Rosetta made an appointment for me with Dr. Barker — a follow-up on the knee, which she scheduled without consulting me, because Rosetta schedules my health the way she schedules everything: unilaterally and correctly. I went on Tuesday. Dr. Barker showed me the X-ray and pointed to the place where cartilage used to be and now isn't, and he said, "Earl, you're walking on bone. Every step is grinding bone against bone. This is not sustainable." I said, "I've sustained it for thirty-eight years." He said, "The knee doesn't care about your record."
He recommended a cortisone injection to manage the pain short-term and a knee replacement long-term. I took the injection. I declined the replacement. He said, "When?" I said, "When I'm done walking." He said, "You'll be done walking sooner if you don't replace it." This is the circular logic of medicine: fix the thing so you can keep doing the thing that broke the thing. I understand it. I just don't accept it. Not yet.
The cortisone helped. By Thursday the knee was better — not good, but better, the way "partly cloudy" is better than "storm." I walked my route with something approaching my old stride, and Mrs. Watkins on Evelyn Avenue said, "Earl, you're walking like yourself again," and Senator the poodle barked at me with renewed vigor, which I took as a sign that the natural order had been restored.
Saturday I decided to make something I hadn't made in a while: smoked beef short ribs. Now, beef is not my primary language. I speak pork — fluent Memphis pork, with a minor in chicken. But short ribs have a special place in my heart because they're the dish that taught me about the power of connective tissue. Short ribs are full of collagen, and collagen, when you heat it low and slow, converts to gelatin, and gelatin is what gives BBQ that silk, that richness, that feeling of eating something that has been transformed by patience from something tough into something transcendent.
I rubbed the short ribs with coarse salt, black pepper, garlic powder, and a touch of coffee — just a tablespoon of finely ground dark roast, which adds a depth and a bitterness that balances the richness of the beef the way a bass line balances a melody. Smoked them over a mix of hickory and oak at 250 for six hours, wrapped in butcher paper for the last two hours, and when I unwrapped them, the meat was so tender it jiggled when I set the cutting board down, and the bark was dark and crackled like the surface of a country road.
Ate them with Rosetta and a simple salad — her contribution, her terms, her ongoing campaign to put green things on my plate — and white bread for sopping up the juices, because short rib juices on white bread is a one-way trip to understanding why God gave us cows and we should be grateful.
Sunday I called Raymond in Jackson. My big brother is seventy-two and slowing down — his wife Ruth has been sick, kidneys, and Raymond is taking care of her the way he takes care of everything: quietly, completely, without asking for help. I asked if he needed anything. He said no. I said, "Raymond, do you need anything?" He said, "I need you to stop asking." Johnson men. We love hard and help poorly and the asking is the hardest part.
Some weekends ask something of you, and the only honest answer I know how to give is smoke and time — the kind of cooking that doesn’t rush, that sits with you while you think about your brother and his wife and all the ways we love people without knowing how to say it right. These short ribs were already on my mind before Sunday came along and made them necessary. Here’s how I put them together.
Coffee-Rubbed Smoked Beef Short Ribs
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 8 hours | Total Time: 8 hours 20 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 bone-in beef short ribs (about 1 lb each, plate-cut if possible)
- 2 tablespoons coarse kosher salt
- 1 tablespoon coarsely ground black pepper
- 1 tablespoon finely ground dark roast coffee
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- Hickory and oak wood chunks (a mix, 4–6 chunks total)
- Yellow mustard or hot sauce, for binding (optional, 1–2 tablespoons)
Instructions
- Apply the rub. Pat short ribs completely dry with paper towels. If desired, coat lightly with yellow mustard as a binder — it burns off and leaves no flavor. Combine salt, black pepper, coffee, garlic powder, and onion powder in a small bowl. Apply the rub generously on all sides, pressing it in. Let ribs sit at room temperature for 45 minutes while your smoker comes up to heat.
- Prepare the smoker. Set up your smoker for indirect heat and bring it to a steady 250°F. Add a mix of hickory and oak wood chunks. Wait until smoke runs thin and bluish before adding the meat — white billowing smoke will make the bark bitter.
- Smoke uncovered. Place the short ribs bone-side down on the grates. Smoke uncovered at 250°F for 6 hours, adding wood chunks as needed to maintain a light, steady smoke. Do not open the lid more than necessary. The bark will form dark and crackling — this is exactly what you want.
- Wrap and finish. After 6 hours, wrap each rib tightly in unbleached butcher paper. Return to the smoker and cook for 2 more hours. The internal temperature should reach 200–205°F and a probe should slide in with no resistance, like pushing into warm butter.
- Rest. Remove from the smoker and let the wrapped ribs rest for at least 30 minutes before unwrapping. The meat will continue to relax and the juices will redistribute. Do not skip this step.
- Serve. Unwrap and transfer to a cutting board. The meat should tremble when you set it down. Serve with white bread for sopping, and accept that the world is, at this moment, in order.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 720 | Protein: 54g | Fat: 52g | Carbs: 3g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 890mg