December, second Christmas with Ida. She is interested in the tree this year. She approaches the tree lights with both hands and her expression is the same scholarly expression she had when she discovered her own hands six months ago. She is cataloguing the world. She is building the taxonomy of what exists. Tree. Lights. Sound of laughter from the next room. Smell of pecan pie from the kitchen. Her mother moving between all of it.
I made the full Clarke Christmas contribution again and added one more thing this year: Gloria sweet potato pie, which is different from Debbie pecan pie, which is different from the sweet potato casserole someone else makes. The Clarke Christmas table has geography now. This end is mine. This is the territory I showed up with and have held every year and added to. The sweet potato pie is new this year and Debbie approved it and it stayed.
Ida walked to Gloria and put her hands on Gloria knees and looked up at her. Gloria looked down at her. This communication happened and I do not have words for what passed between them. Ida has the same expression she had looking at the tree lights. Cataloguing. Storing. This face. This warmth. This voice that says my name. Stored.
The small Bright Beginnings Daycare in the small downtown Prattville is the small workplace. The small toddler-room teacher role (ages 18-36 months). The small daycare-worker-salary plus the small fiancé-Cole’s small carpenter-paycheck is the small two-income engaged-couple budget. The small wedding-saving has been the small two-year-project.
Tyler Clarke (the small fiancé, 29, diesel-mechanic-from-Millbrook) works at a small trucking-company. The small wedding is planned for October 2026 with Gloria walking Savannah down the aisle. The small marriage will be the small first-stable-adult-relationship Savannah has had. The small foster-care upbringing means the small family-of-origin had been the small unstable-shape.
The small foster-care-history: Savannah went into the small Alabama-foster-care system at age six after the small mother’s incarceration and the small father’s absence. The small seven-foster-placements between infancy and age sixteen. The small last placement (Gloria and James Martin in Prattville, who became the small forever-parents) since age fourteen. The small Martin-foster-parents continued to be the small only-parents until James died in 2024 at 77 from a heart-attack mowing the lawn.
The small self-taught-Southern-cooking is the small kitchen-identity. The small no-grandmother-recipes-passed-down meant the small YouTube-and-cookbook-self-teaching from age sixteen onward. The small fried chicken, the small biscuits, the small mac-and-cheese, the small banana pudding, the small sweet tea are the small staples.
The small Gloria-Martin kitchen-mentorship (Gloria is the small foster-mom-now-mom) has been the small adult-cooking-development since the small fourteen-year-old. The small Gloria-Sunday-dinners-with-Savannah-cooking-now are the small weekly-rhythm since James passed. The small Gloria-recipes (Black-Southern-comfort-food the small chain of Gloria’s mother and grandmother) are the small heritage-by-adoption.
The small Prattville-small-town-community is the small social-context. The small First Baptist Church congregation is the small church-family. The small daycare-coworkers are the small adjacent-friend-network. The small Martin-family (Gloria, James who passed in 2024, plus the small current-foster-child Destiny age 6 in Gloria’s care) is the small chosen-family. The small Tyler’s-family-in-Millbrook (Debbie, Roy, and four-brothers) is the small in-law-family.
The small Sunday-publishing-rhythm of the recipe blog continues to be the small organizing-spine of the small week. The small Sunday-cooking happens in the small late-morning-to-early-afternoon window. The small photographing of the finished dish happens at the small three-PM kitchen-light-window. The small writing-up of the recipe happens at the small four-PM workspace at the kitchen-counter. The small final-edit happens at the small five-PM. The small post publishes at seven PM. The small ritual has been running for years.
The small recipe-development-philosophy continues to be the small small-batch-test-then-publish approach. The small first cook of a small new recipe happens on the small Saturday afternoon. The small adjustments are noted in the small kitchen-notebook. The small second cook happens Sunday with the small adjustments incorporated. The small Sunday-cook is the small version that gets photographed and published. The small two-test process catches the small recipe-flaws before they reach the small reader.
The small kitchen-equipment-inventory has the small key-pieces that show up in nearly every recipe. The small heavy-bottomed Dutch oven for the small braises. The small twelve-inch cast-iron skillet for the small sears and the small pan-roasts. The small half-sheet baking-pans for the small roasted vegetables and the small cookies. The small wooden-spoon-collection in the small ceramic-pitcher on the counter. The small chef’s-knife and the small paring-knife and the small bread-knife that are the small daily-tools.
The small grocery-shopping rhythm runs through the small Tuesday-evening trip and the small Saturday-morning top-off. The small Tuesday-trip is the small weekly-stock-up for the small staples and the small produce and the small protein. The small Saturday-trip is the small quick-fill for whatever the small Sunday-recipe requires that is not already in the small pantry. The small two-trip-per-week pattern keeps the small grocery-bill manageable and the small food-waste low.
The small meal-planning happens on the small Sunday-evening for the small week-ahead. The small dinners are mapped out across the small Monday-through-Saturday. The small repeating-meals are slotted in (the small pasta-Monday, the small taco-Tuesday or similar pattern). The small new-recipes are slotted for the small Wednesday-or-Thursday for the small variety. The small planning ahead reduces the small daily what-are-we-making-for-dinner stress.
The small weekday-cooking is the small efficient-and-fast mode. The small Sunday-cooking is the small slow-and-careful mode. The small two-modes serve the small two-different-needs. The small weekday-cooking has to be on the small table within forty-five minutes of getting home from the small work-or-school-pickup. The small Sunday-cooking can take three hours and benefit from every minute of that time.
The small recipe-archive on the small blog has grown to many hundreds of recipes over the years. The small archive is the small searchable-resource for the small weekday-meal-planning. The small reader-feedback in the small comments-section helps refine the small recipes over time.
The small Sunday-cooking-and-writing rhythm is the small thing that has held across years of life-changes and family-events and small ordinary-weekday-disruptions. The small constant is the small Sunday. The small constant is the small recipe. The small constant is the small posting-at-seven-PM ritual.
The sweet potato pie I brought this year was Gloria’s recipe — that one lives in the story above and it belongs to her. But for the blog, I wanted to share something in that same spirit: a pie that skips the fuss of a crust and lets the filling be the whole point. This crustless pumpkin pie has the same warmth that made me want to add a new pie to the Clarke table in the first place — custard-soft, spiced just right, and the kind of thing that disappears before the night is over. If you’re building your own table geography, this is a good place to start.
Crustless Pumpkin Pie
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 55 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 5 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 can (15 oz) pure pumpkin puree
- 3/4 cup granulated sugar
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
- 1/4 teaspoon ground cloves
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- 2 large eggs, lightly beaten
- 1 can (12 oz) evaporated milk
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- Butter or nonstick spray, for greasing the pan
- Whipped cream, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat and prepare. Preheat your oven to 350°F. Lightly grease a 9-inch pie dish or round baking dish with butter or nonstick spray and set aside.
- Mix the filling. In a large bowl, whisk together the pumpkin puree, sugar, salt, cinnamon, ginger, cloves, and nutmeg until fully combined.
- Add the wet ingredients. Whisk in the beaten eggs, evaporated milk, and vanilla extract until the mixture is smooth and uniform. Do not overmix.
- Pour and bake. Pour the filling into the prepared pie dish. Bake for 50–55 minutes, or until the center is just set and a toothpick inserted near the middle comes out mostly clean with only a slight jiggle remaining.
- Cool completely. Remove from the oven and let the pie cool on a wire rack for at least 1 hour. The filling will firm up further as it cools. Refrigerate for at least 2 hours before slicing for cleanest results.
- Serve. Slice and serve with a dollop of whipped cream if desired. Keeps covered in the refrigerator for up to 4 days.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 175 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 4g | Carbs: 30g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 210mg