March is here. The days are noticeably longer — eight hours of light, the sun actually clearing the mountains now instead of just teasing the horizon. The snowpack is still deep but the air has a different quality, a sharpness that isn't just cold but also anticipation. Alaska in March is a state holding its breath before the exhale of spring, and everyone — human, animal, the birch trees waiting underground — can feel it.
I survived February. I say this simply because it's simple: the anniversary came, the nightmares came, the grief came, and I survived all of it. I didn't go to the floor. I didn't miss a shift. I didn't stop cooking or writing or going to therapy. I survived February the way Alaskans survive winter: by counting the days, by trusting the calendar, by believing that the light will return even when every morning is dark and every evening is darker.
To celebrate surviving — or just to cook, which is the same thing — I made pork belly sisig. Sisig is a Kapampangan dish, from Pampanga province, and it's the most aggressive Filipino recipe I know. Pig face — ears, cheeks, jowl — chopped, grilled, then sizzled on a hot plate with onions, chili peppers, calamansi, and a raw egg cracked on top that cooks in the residual heat. The dish arrives spitting and popping and smelling like char and citrus and the particular audacity of a cuisine that looked at a pig's face and said, "That's dinner."
I used pork belly instead of pig face because sourcing pig face in Anchorage requires connections I don't have and Lourdes doesn't either. The belly crisped under the broiler, then got chopped into small pieces and tossed in a screaming-hot cast iron with onions and peppers and a generous squeeze of calamansi. The egg went on top — cracked directly onto the hot meat — and the whites set while the yolk stayed runny, golden, a pool of richness in the middle of the char.
I ate the sisig directly from the pan, standing at the stove, with rice in my other hand. It was messy and aggressive and unapologetically delicious, and it felt like the right food for the end of February — a month that tried to break me, again, and didn't, again, and the celebration of not-breaking should be loud and hot and served from a pan that's still sizzling. March now. The light is winning. I'm still here. The sisig says so.
The sisig was the celebration—loud and hot and unapologetic—but the pork belly left enough behind for a second act the next day, and that’s when I turned to Cuban sandwiches. If sisig is the victory cry, a Cuban sandwich is the quiet, satisfied exhale after: slow-cooked pork layered with ham, Swiss, pickles, and mustard, then pressed until the outside shatters and everything inside goes molten. It’s another dish that knows what it’s doing with pork, another cuisine that wastes nothing and apologizes for nothing, and after a February like mine, cooking from a place of abundance—a slow cooker doing its patient work while I rest—felt exactly right.
Cuban Sandwiches {Slow Cooker or Pressure Cooker}
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 8 hours (slow cooker) or 90 minutes (pressure cooker) | Total Time: 8 hours 20 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- Mojo Pork:
- 3–4 lbs boneless pork shoulder, trimmed of excess fat
- 6 cloves garlic, minced
- 1/3 cup fresh orange juice
- 1/4 cup fresh lime juice
- 3 tablespoons olive oil
- 2 teaspoons ground cumin
- 1 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1 teaspoon salt
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- For the Sandwiches:
- 8 Cuban rolls or soft hoagie rolls, split
- 1/2 lb deli ham, thinly sliced
- 1/2 lb Swiss cheese, sliced
- 1/2 cup dill pickle slices
- 3 tablespoons yellow mustard
- 2 tablespoons butter, softened
Instructions
- Make the marinade. Whisk together garlic, orange juice, lime juice, olive oil, cumin, oregano, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper in a small bowl.
- Prepare the pork. Place the pork shoulder in the slow cooker or pressure cooker insert. Pour the marinade over the pork, turning to coat all sides. For best results, cover and refrigerate overnight, or proceed immediately.
- Slow cooker method: Cook on LOW for 8 hours or HIGH for 4–5 hours, until the pork is fork-tender and shreds easily. Pressure cooker method: Seal the lid and cook on HIGH pressure for 90 minutes, then allow a natural pressure release for 15 minutes.
- Shred the pork. Transfer the pork to a cutting board and shred with two forks. Return the shredded pork to the cooking juices and toss to coat. Keep warm.
- Crisp the pork (optional but recommended). Spread shredded pork on a foil-lined baking sheet and broil for 5–7 minutes until the edges crisp and caramelize. Watch closely.
- Assemble the sandwiches. Spread mustard on both cut sides of each roll. Layer the bottom half with Swiss cheese, a generous scoop of shredded pork, ham slices, and pickle slices. Top with the remaining cheese and close the sandwich.
- Press the sandwiches. Butter the outside of each sandwich. Cook in a panini press or cast iron skillet over medium-high heat, pressing firmly with a heavy pan or spatula, for 3–4 minutes per side until golden and the cheese is fully melted.
- Serve immediately. Cut sandwiches diagonally and serve hot, with extra pickles and yellow mustard on the side.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 610 | Protein: 46g | Fat: 28g | Carbs: 38g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 980mg