February 3. That's the date. Womack confirmed it on Monday — the final medical review is done, the paperwork is signed, the Army and I are officially parting ways on February 3, 2017. Eleven days. I know the number the way I know the number of days since March 8, which is 321, except I've stopped counting that one because the number got too big to carry and counting it was becoming its own kind of wound. Some math you have to put down.
Dad called. Dad never calls — Mom calls and sometimes hands the phone to Dad, but this time it was Dad's voice first, which means he dialed the number himself, which means something. He said, "You need me to come get you?" I said, "I've got the truck, Dad." He said, "I know. I'm asking if you need me to come get you." And I heard what he meant. Not the truck. Not the drive. He was asking if I could do it alone or if I needed someone in the passenger seat for sixteen hours of Wyoming in February. He was asking the way Dad asks everything — plainly, without decoration, the words meaning exactly what they mean and also everything underneath. I said, "I'm okay." He said, "Okay." The line went quiet for five seconds, which is a long time on a phone and no time at all between two people who speak in silence. Then he said, "We'll see you Friday." He meant the Friday after the 3rd. He'd already done the math.
I'm cleaning the barracks kitchen. Not because I have to — I don't owe this kitchen anything — but because someone will use it next. Some kid fresh from deployment or surgery or the particular kind of breaking that sends you here, and he'll stand in this kitchen at 2 AM because sleep won't come, and the least I can do is leave it clean. I scrubbed the skillet. I organized the spice shelf. I left a bag of rice and a can of tomatoes and a note that said: "Brown your meat first. Always." Unsigned. It's not a letter. It's a starting point.
Last meal at Fort Carson: steak. Of course. The way it started — the first blog post, September, campfire steak at 2 AM — is how it ends. Ribeye, salt, pepper, screaming hot skillet. Four minutes a side. Rest five. Eat slow. The steak was good. Not great — commissary beef is never great — but good, and good is enough, and enough is what I have, and I'm learning not to apologize for that. Eleven days. Then the road. Then Wyoming. Then Montana. Then the ranch. Then whatever comes. Start with the fire. The rest follows.
The ribeye at Carson was salt, pepper, and a screaming hot skillet — the same way it started, the same way it ended, no apology needed. This Southwestern Beef Skillet is the recipe I’d leave in that barracks kitchen without a second thought: one pan, honest seasoning, done in thirty minutes, and good enough to eat slow. It carries the same logic as that last meal — start with the heat, build from there, trust the process — and it’s the kind of food that makes the road ahead feel a little more possible.
Easy 30-Minute Southwestern Beef Skillet
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 20 min | Total Time: 30 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 lb ground beef (80/20) or thinly sliced beef sirloin
- 1 tbsp olive oil
- 1 small yellow onion, diced
- 1 red bell pepper, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 can (15 oz) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1 cup frozen or canned corn, drained
- 1 can (10 oz) diced tomatoes with green chiles, undrained
- 1 tsp chili powder
- 1 tsp ground cumin
- 1/2 tsp smoked paprika
- 1/2 tsp kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/4 tsp black pepper
- 1/4 tsp cayenne pepper (optional)
- Juice of 1 lime
- Fresh cilantro, shredded cheddar, and sour cream for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Heat the skillet. Set a 12-inch cast iron skillet over medium-high heat and let it get very hot, about 2 minutes. Add the olive oil and swirl to coat the pan.
- Brown the beef. Add the beef and cook undisturbed for 2 minutes to develop a crust, then break apart if using ground beef or flip if using sliced sirloin. Cook until browned through, 5–7 minutes total. Season with salt and pepper. Drain excess fat if needed, leaving about 1 tablespoon in the pan.
- Build the base. Add the onion and bell pepper to the skillet. Cook, stirring occasionally, until softened and starting to char at the edges, about 4 minutes. Add the garlic and cook 30 seconds more until fragrant.
- Bloom the spices. Sprinkle the chili powder, cumin, smoked paprika, and cayenne over the beef and vegetables. Stir to coat everything evenly and cook 1 minute, letting the spices toast in the residual fat.
- Add the rest. Pour in the diced tomatoes with chiles, black beans, and corn. Stir to combine. Reduce heat to medium and simmer uncovered for 5–7 minutes, until the liquid reduces slightly and everything is heated through.
- Finish and serve. Squeeze the lime juice over the skillet and taste for seasoning. Serve straight from the cast iron, topped with cilantro, shredded cheddar, and sour cream if you want them.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 415 | Protein: 28g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 31g | Fiber: 8g | Sodium: 670mg