This is the week I wrote a blog post called what I know about survival and cooking and love and it is the longest thing I have ever written, almost three thousand words, and I wrote it in one sitting on a Saturday night with Biscuit on my lap and the kitchen smelling like the apple butter I had just made. I wrote about the Bedford home and the years where food was uncertain and about Dale, which I do not often write about directly, and about arriving at Gloria and James house at fourteen and the first dinner she made for me and the index cards.
I published it without thinking too hard about whether I should. Sometimes you have to not think too hard about whether to say the true thing. The post went further than anything I have written before. It has been shared widely in places I do not follow and people have sent me emails from states I have never been to and I have read every one.
This is my twentieth birthday week, more or less, and I am twenty years old and I have written something true that people are reading. I did not expect this to be part of my life. But nothing I have gotten in the last four years was something I expected. Expectation was not part of my vocabulary for a long time. It is part of it now.
Made apple butter this week, the same as last year, and it came out darker and richer than last year because I let it go longer. It tastes like fall in its most concentrated form. I have six jars. I will eat them through winter and remember this October.
The apple butter was already made and the jars were already lined up when I thought about what else I could do with the apples I had left, the ones that did not make it into the pot. Apple dumplings are something Gloria used to make in October, and I have been making my own version for a few years now. This week felt like a week that deserved something wrapped and warm and a little bit sweet—something you can hold in both hands. These are easy enough that you can make them while you are still thinking about something else, which is where I was all week.
Easy Apple Dumplings
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 45 min | Total Time: 1 hr 5 min | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 2 cups all-purpose flour
- 2 teaspoons baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 2/3 cup shortening
- 1/2 cup whole milk
- 8 small apples, peeled and cored
- 1/3 cup granulated sugar
- 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, divided into 8 small pieces
- 1 1/2 cups water
- 1 cup packed brown sugar
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon (for syrup)
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Preheat your oven to 375°F. Grease a 13x9-inch baking dish and set aside.
- Make the dough. In a large bowl, whisk together flour, baking powder, and salt. Cut in shortening with a pastry cutter or two forks until the mixture resembles coarse crumbs. Stir in milk just until a soft dough forms. Do not overmix.
- Roll the dough. On a lightly floured surface, roll the dough out to a large rectangle about 1/8 inch thick. Cut into 8 equal squares, each large enough to wrap around one apple.
- Fill the apples. Stir together the granulated sugar, cinnamon, and nutmeg in a small bowl. Place one apple in the center of each dough square. Fill the cored center of each apple with the sugar mixture and top with a small piece of butter.
- Wrap and seal. Bring the corners of the dough up and around each apple, pinching the seams firmly to seal. Place dumplings seam-side down in the prepared baking dish.
- Make the syrup. In a small saucepan over medium heat, combine the water, brown sugar, butter, and cinnamon for the syrup. Bring to a boil, stirring until the sugar dissolves and the butter melts. Pour the hot syrup evenly over the dumplings.
- Bake. Bake uncovered for 40–45 minutes, until the pastry is golden and the apples are tender when pierced with a fork. Baste the dumplings with the pan syrup once halfway through baking.
- Serve. Let rest for 5 minutes before serving. Spoon extra syrup from the pan over each dumpling. Serve warm, with vanilla ice cream or a spoonful of apple butter on the side if you have it.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 480 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 22g | Carbs: 68g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 280mg