Two weeks. Fourteen days. I count them the way I used to count days in foster homes — not because I want to leave, but because I can't stop tracking time. Time has always been something that happens to me. A social worker shows up and says, "Pack your things." A school counselor says, "You're transferring." Time moves and I get carried. But this time — this graduation, this ending that is also a beginning — I chose it. I stayed. I showed up to class when showing up was the hardest thing I did all day, and I did the work, and now there are fourteen days between me and a diploma, and the counting feels different. It feels like mine.
Mr. Henderson, my history teacher, pulled me aside on Thursday and said I should be proud of myself. I said thank you. I did not say that pride is a feeling I'm still learning, that I've spent most of my life being proud of small survivals — proud I ate today, proud nobody hit me today, proud I didn't cry at school — and being proud of something big feels dangerous, like admitting you have something means admitting it can be taken away.
Gloria is already planning the graduation dinner. She asked me what I wanted and I said fried chicken, which she knew I'd say because I always say fried chicken, but she asked anyway because Gloria believes in the asking. The asking is the point. "What do you want for dinner?" is the first question anyone ever asked me that treated me like a person with preferences instead of a problem with a case number. I was fourteen. I'm seventeen now and the question still matters every single time.
So: fried chicken. And biscuits. And Gloria's mac and cheese with the crunchy golden top that takes forty-five minutes in the oven and is worth every one. And banana pudding for dessert because James requested it, and James doesn't request things often, so when he does, you listen.
I practiced the mac and cheese this week. Three cheeses — sharp cheddar, mild cheddar, a little Velveeta for the melt. Eggs and evaporated milk in the custard. Butter on top so the crust gets golden. Gloria watched and only corrected me twice, which for Gloria is practically silence. "More pepper," she said. And then, softer: "It's good, baby. It's real good." I wrote "more pepper" on the card. I didn't write the other part. I don't need to write it. I'll remember.
While I was practicing the mac and cheese this week — getting the crust right, learning when to trust myself and when to listen — I kept thinking about everything else on that graduation dinner table. Gloria’s kitchen is a place where every dish earns its spot, and these Easy Cheesy Breadsticks are exactly the kind of thing that belongs in that company: warm, golden, and made to be shared with people you love. They’re the kind of recipe you make once and then just know by heart, and right now, building a collection of things I know by heart feels like exactly the right way to celebrate.
Easy Cheesy Breadsticks
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 15 min | Total Time: 25 min | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 lb store-bought or homemade pizza dough, at room temperature
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted
- 2 cloves garlic, minced (or 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder)
- 1 1/2 cups shredded low-moisture mozzarella cheese
- 1/4 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese
- 1 teaspoon Italian seasoning
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 tablespoon fresh parsley, chopped (optional, for garnish)
- Marinara or ranch dipping sauce, for serving
Instructions
- Preheat oven. Preheat your oven to 425°F. Lightly grease a large baking sheet or line it with parchment paper.
- Shape the dough. On a lightly floured surface, roll or stretch the pizza dough into a rectangle approximately 10x14 inches and about 1/4-inch thick. Transfer to the prepared baking sheet.
- Add the butter mixture. Stir the minced garlic into the melted butter and brush it evenly over the entire surface of the dough, all the way to the edges.
- Top with cheese. Scatter the shredded mozzarella evenly over the buttered dough, then sprinkle the Parmesan on top. Season with Italian seasoning, salt, and black pepper.
- Bake. Bake for 13 to 15 minutes, until the edges are golden brown and the cheese is bubbly with lightly browned spots on top.
- Slice and serve. Remove from the oven and let rest for 2 minutes. Using a pizza cutter or sharp knife, cut into breadstick strips. Garnish with fresh parsley if desired. Serve immediately with marinara or ranch for dipping.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 230 | Protein: 9g | Fat: 10g | Carbs: 26g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 410mg