Amma and Appa got vaccinated.
The appointment was at a mass vaccination site — a convention center in Edison, converted into a medical operation. I drove them. Appa sat in the front seat in his mask, silent with the determination of a man who does not like needles but likes COVID less. Amma sat in the back, holding her purse on her lap the way she holds things when she's nervous.
The line was long. The volunteers were kind. A young man — Indian, probably second-generation, wearing a "Vaccinate NJ" vest — helped Amma to her chair. "Ma'am, which arm?" he asked in English. Amma said, "Left," in Tamil. He understood — the language of grandmothers is universal.
The needle went in. Amma didn't flinch. She sat in the observation area for fifteen minutes and ate the granola bar they gave her and said, "This is a terrible snack. I should have brought laddu."
Amma, evaluating the snack selection at a mass vaccination site. Peak Lakshmi Krishnamurthy.
Appa got his silently, efficiently, with the minimum fuss of a man who considers all medical procedures an inconvenience. He kept his mask on and his complaints to himself.
I drove them home and stood in the driveway and watched them walk into their house — vaccinated, protected, one step closer to being able to hold their grandchildren without masks and distance and fear.
I cried in the car. Again. The pandemic has made me a car-crier. Every parking lot, every driveway, the tears I can't show my parents because they need me to be strong.
But the vaccine is in them now. The antibodies are building. The wall between them and the world is one brick shorter.
I made Amma's rasam that night — pepper rasam, the healing kind, the kind she makes when someone is recovering. Not because they're recovering from the vaccine but because recovery is the word for this whole year. We're recovering. All of us. One needle at a time.
The rasam was peppery and perfect. Amma is vaccinated. The world is still a mess but the light is brighter.
We're ascending.
Amma’s actual rasam recipe lives in her hands — measured in pinches and instinct, written in a language of smell and sound I haven’t fully inherited yet. What I do know how to make, on nights when I need something peppery and warm and alive with spice, is this shakshuka: eggs nestled in a bold, cumin-kissed tomato sauce that has that same quality Amma’s rasam has — the feeling that something in the pot is actively taking care of you. I made it the night after I came home from that driveway, still damp-eyed and grateful, and it was exactly what the moment called for.
Easy Shakshuka
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 20 min | Total Time: 30 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 1 red bell pepper, diced
- 4 garlic cloves, minced
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes, or to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper
- 1 can (28 oz) crushed tomatoes
- 1/2 teaspoon sugar (optional, to balance acidity)
- Salt to taste
- 6 large eggs
- 1/4 cup fresh parsley or cilantro, roughly chopped
- Crusty bread or warm pita, for serving
Instructions
- Build the base. Heat olive oil in a large, deep skillet or sauté pan over medium heat. Add the onion and bell pepper and cook, stirring occasionally, until softened and just beginning to caramelize, about 6–8 minutes.
- Bloom the spices. Add the garlic, cumin, paprika, red pepper flakes, and black pepper. Stir constantly for 1 minute until the spices are fragrant and the garlic is just golden.
- Simmer the sauce. Pour in the crushed tomatoes. Add sugar if using, and season generously with salt. Stir to combine, then reduce heat to medium-low and simmer uncovered for 10 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the sauce thickens slightly and the flavors meld.
- Add the eggs. Use the back of a spoon to create 6 shallow wells in the sauce, spacing them evenly. Crack one egg carefully into each well. Season the eggs lightly with salt and pepper.
- Cover and cook. Place a lid on the skillet and cook for 5–8 minutes, checking frequently: 5 minutes for runny yolks, 7–8 minutes for fully set yolks. The whites should be completely opaque before serving.
- Finish and serve. Remove from heat, scatter fresh parsley or cilantro over the top, and bring the pan straight to the table. Serve with torn crusty bread or warm pita for scooping.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 215 | Protein: 12g | Fat: 13g | Carbs: 15g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 490mg
About the cook who shared this
Priya Krishnamurthy
Week 253 of Priya’s 30-year story
· Edison, New Jersey
Priya is a pharmacist, wife, and mom of two in Edison, New Jersey — the town she grew up in, surrounded by the sights and smells of her mother's South Indian kitchen. These days, she splits her time between the hospital pharmacy, school pickups, and her own kitchen, where she cooks nearly every night. Her style is a blend of the Tamil recipes her mother taught her and the American comfort food her kids actually want to eat. She writes about the beautiful mess of balancing two cultures on one plate — and she wants you to know that ordering pizza is also an act of love.