Luna is nine months old and she has started pulling herself up on things. The coffee table, the couch edge, the laundry basket. She stands there wobbling, looking around at the world from the height of approximately two feet, with an expression of complete vindication — like she knew the whole time that the floor was not the correct vantage point and she is now in the right position at last. She has not taken a step yet. But she can stand, and she knows she can stand, and the knowledge has changed something in how she approaches the room.
Kai decided this week that he wants to be a cook when he grows up. He announced this at dinner on Wednesday while eating venison chili and cornbread, with complete conviction, the way three-year-olds announce the rest of their lives. Hannah asked him what he wanted to cook. He thought about it and said "soup." So: he will be a soup cook. I said that sounded good. He nodded seriously and went back to his chili.
I made a bean bread batch Sunday — the first time I have made it from scratch in a couple of months, because I have been batch-cooking simpler things on Sundays to get through the long pipeline weeks. Bean bread requires effort: cook the dried beans until soft, mash them into the cornmeal dough with your hands, add a little salt, shape into logs and wrap in foil and steam or boil. The result is dense and slightly gummy in the middle and has a flavor that is particular and ancient — this is what people ate, this specific combination of beans and corn, sustained Cherokee people through winters that were hard in ways my winter never will be.
I brought some to Lily on Saturday. She lives in Tahlequah now, working for the Cherokee Nation language program — she started two years ago and she already loves it with the intensity of a person who has found the right work. She met me at the door and said "wado" and took the bean bread and ate a piece right there in the doorway. We talked for an hour about language preservation, about what she is doing, about the Cherokee syllabary and the recordings of elders that her program is racing to make before the last fluent speakers are gone. I listened and ate bean bread and felt proud of my sister in a way that does not need to be complicated. She is doing something I cannot do. That is enough to be proud of.
Bean bread takes real effort — the cooking, the mashing, the shaping — and that effort is part of what it means. When I don’t have the Sunday hours to do it right, I find myself reaching for something that follows the same logic: dried legumes worked by hand into something dense and satisfying, built around ingredients that have fed people for a very long time. This falafel bowl is that recipe for me. It’s not bean bread — nothing is — but it comes from the same honest place, and Kai ate three falafel off the sheet pan before they even made it into the bowl, which I think means something about the future soup cook he’s planning to become.
Falafel Bowl
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 45 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- For the falafel:
- 2 cans (15 oz each) chickpeas, drained and rinsed, patted dry
- 1/2 small yellow onion, roughly chopped
- 3 cloves garlic
- 1/3 cup fresh flat-leaf parsley, packed
- 1/4 cup fresh cilantro, packed
- 1 tsp ground cumin
- 1/2 tsp ground coriander
- 1/2 tsp kosher salt
- 1/4 tsp black pepper
- 1/4 tsp cayenne pepper (optional)
- 3 tbsp all-purpose flour or chickpea flour
- 2 tbsp olive oil, for pan-frying
- For the tahini sauce:
- 1/4 cup tahini
- 2 tbsp fresh lemon juice
- 1 small clove garlic, minced or grated
- 3–4 tbsp cold water, to thin
- 1/4 tsp salt
- For the bowls:
- 2 cups dry white or brown rice, cooked according to package directions
- 1 English cucumber, diced
- 1 cup cherry tomatoes, halved
- 1/2 small red onion, thinly sliced
- 2 cups baby arugula or mixed greens
- Lemon wedges, for serving
Instructions
- Make the tahini sauce. Whisk together tahini, lemon juice, garlic, and salt. Add cold water one tablespoon at a time, whisking until the sauce is smooth and pourable. Set aside. It will thicken as it sits; thin with a little more water if needed.
- Pulse the falafel mixture. Add chickpeas, onion, garlic, parsley, cilantro, cumin, coriander, salt, pepper, and cayenne (if using) to a food processor. Pulse 15–20 times, scraping down the sides, until the mixture is finely chopped and holds together when pressed — coarse and crumbly, not smooth. Do not over-process. Transfer to a bowl and stir in the flour.
- Shape the falafel. Using damp hands or a 2-tablespoon scoop, shape the mixture into small patties about 1/2 inch thick and 2 inches across. You should get 16–20 patties. Place on a plate; refrigerate 10 minutes if the mixture feels sticky.
- Pan-fry the falafel. Heat olive oil in a large nonstick or cast-iron skillet over medium-high heat. Working in batches to avoid crowding, cook falafel 3–4 minutes per side until deep golden brown and crisp. Transfer to a paper-towel-lined plate. Season with a pinch of salt while still hot.
- Assemble the bowls. Divide cooked rice among four bowls. Add a handful of greens to one side. Arrange cucumber, cherry tomatoes, and red onion over the rice. Nestle 4–5 falafel patties on top.
- Dress and serve. Drizzle generously with tahini sauce. Serve with lemon wedges. Extra tahini sauce keeps in the refrigerator for up to one week.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 480 | Protein: 16g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 68g | Fiber: 11g | Sodium: 590mg