One week. The movers come Thursday. The apartment is boxes stacked to the ceiling. Caleb thinks we live in a fort. He climbs the boxes. He hides behind the boxes. He says 'HOUSE!' and points at the box towers, which is either imaginative play or a commentary on the instability of our living situation.
I did the last Pendleton walk — the base perimeter loop I've walked hundreds of times, past the commissary, past the PX, past the ocean. California in July is gold and blue and warm and the most beautiful place I've ever lived, and I'm leaving it for a desert.
The ocean. I'm going to miss the ocean. There is no ocean in Twentynine Palms. There is sand and heat and Joshua trees and the specific desolation of a place that looks like another planet.
But there is also a kitchen. Wherever they put us, there will be a kitchen. And the kitchen is the thing that matters.
I wrote a blog post: 'Goodbye, California. See You in the Desert.' About leaving Pendleton, about the PCS, about the fact that I'm moving to the hardest duty station in the Marines and I'm going to cook my way through it. The post was personal — more personal than my usual recipe-and-story format. Just... me. Scared and ready and holding a recipe binder like a shield.
Ten thousand views. People commenting: 'You've got this.' 'Twentynine Palms isn't THAT bad.' (It is.) 'I survived 29 Palms and so will you.' 'Take the short ribs. Take the short ribs everywhere.'
The internet people know about the short ribs. They've been following the recipe since I first published it. The short ribs are a character in the blog. They have their own fan base.
Mom called. 'One week.'
'One week.'
'Kitchen first when you get there.'
'I know, Mom.'
'Cast iron in the car.'
'I know, Mom.'
'Call me the minute you arrive.'
'I KNOW, Mom.'
'Rachel. I love you. You're going to be fine. You've been fine through harder things than a desert.'
She's right. I survived a deployment. I survived PPD. I survived a pandemic. I can survive Twentynine Palms.
(But I'm going to complain about it. A LOT.)
Made the last dinner at Pendleton: Mom's pot roast. The closing ceremony dinner. The 'we're leaving and this is the last meal in this kitchen' dinner.
Goodbye, palm tree. Goodbye, ocean view from the commissary. Goodbye, four square feet of counter space that I loved more than any counter has a right to be loved.
Hello, desert. I'm bringing the cast iron.
The pot roast was the closing ceremony — Mom’s recipe, the cast iron, the ritual of it. But the desert doesn’t care about rituals, and neither does a toddler who thinks boxes are a house. These flank steak burritos are what I’m planning for the first real dinner in Twentynine Palms: fast enough that I can make them out of a half-unpacked kitchen, hearty enough to feel like I actually live somewhere. The cast iron comes off the moving truck first. This recipe is waiting when it does.
Flank Steak Burritos
Prep Time: 20 min (plus 30 min marinating) | Cook Time: 15 min | Total Time: 35 min (plus marinating) | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs flank steak
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- Juice of 1 lime
- 4 large flour tortillas (10-inch)
- 1 cup cooked white or brown rice
- 1 can (15 oz) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend
- 1/2 cup salsa
- 1/4 cup sour cream
- 1/4 cup fresh cilantro, roughly chopped
Instructions
- Marinate the steak. In a shallow dish or zip-lock bag, whisk together olive oil, garlic, cumin, chili powder, smoked paprika, salt, pepper, and lime juice. Add flank steak and turn to coat. Marinate at least 30 minutes at room temperature, or up to overnight in the refrigerator.
- Sear the steak. Heat a cast iron skillet over high heat until just smoking. Remove steak from marinade and cook 4–5 minutes per side for medium (internal temperature 135°F). Transfer to a cutting board and rest for 5 minutes.
- Slice the steak. Cut flank steak thinly against the grain at a slight diagonal to maximize tenderness.
- Warm the tortillas. Place each tortilla in the dry skillet for 20–30 seconds per side, or microwave wrapped in a damp paper towel for 30 seconds, until pliable.
- Assemble the burritos. Lay a tortilla flat. Layer rice, black beans, steak slices, cheese, salsa, sour cream, and cilantro down the center, leaving a 2-inch border on each side.
- Roll and sear. Fold in both sides of the tortilla, then roll tightly from the bottom. Place seam-side down back in the cast iron over medium heat for 1–2 minutes until golden and sealed. Repeat with remaining burritos. Serve immediately.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 580 | Protein: 43g | Fat: 22g | Carbs: 51g | Fiber: 6g | Sodium: 830mg
About the cook who shared this
Rachel Abernathy
Week 226 of Rachel’s 30-year story
· San Diego, California
Rachel is a twenty-eight-year-old Marine wife and mom of two who has moved five times in six years and learned to cook a Thanksgiving dinner with half her cookware still in boxes. She married young, survived postpartum depression, and feeds her family of four on a junior Marine's salary with a freezer full of pre-made meals and a crockpot that has never let her down. She writes for the military spouses who are cooking dinner alone in base housing and wondering if they're enough. You are.