The real estate market is strong this week. I showed 6 properties and closed on 1. The pipeline is strong. The phone rings with the steady rhythm of a business that has taken six years to build and refuses to slow down.
Sophia came home with a ninety-five on her biology test and announced it with the casual confidence of a girl who expects excellence from herself and receives it. She has Nikos's pride — the kind that pretends not to care while caring so fiercely it has its own gravitational field.
I thought about Baba this week. Not the grief — the grief is always there, a familiar companion now — but the man. The way he stood at the bakery counter with his arms crossed. The way he hummed Greek songs he never knew the words to. The way he loved us in silence, which was the loudest love I have ever known.
I seared lamb chops in cast iron — hot and fast, finished with lemon and oregano. The kitchen smelled like a Greek taverna in a snowstorm. I ate it on the back porch while the sun set and the air smelled like lemon and charcoal. A quiet evening. The food was good. Good is enough. Good is everything.
I visited the bakery this weekend. Mama was behind the counter, flour on her apron, her face set in the concentration of a woman who takes baking as seriously as other people take surgery. I stood next to her and rolled dough and said nothing because the silence between us is not empty — it is full of every recipe she taught me and every critique she gave me and every morning she woke at 4 AM to make phyllo that nobody else can make.
I did not plan to share this recipe — it felt too simple, almost too honest. But after that evening on the back porch with the cast iron still warm and the sun finishing its slow exit, I kept thinking about the seasoning. The lemon and oregano and the way the herbs hit the heat and filled the kitchen with something that smelled like memory. This French Herb Seasoning blend is what I reach for when I want the food to do the talking — and after a week like this one, with Baba on my mind and Sophia’s quiet pride and Mama’s flour-dusted silence, I needed the food to say something true.
French Herb Seasoning
Prep Time: 5 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 5 minutes | Servings: 16 (about 1 cup total)
Ingredients
- 3 tablespoons dried oregano
- 3 tablespoons dried thyme
- 2 tablespoons dried rosemary, lightly crushed
- 2 tablespoons dried marjoram
- 1 tablespoon dried basil
- 1 tablespoon dried savory
- 1 teaspoon dried lavender flowers (optional but traditional)
- 1 teaspoon fennel seeds, lightly crushed
- 1/2 teaspoon dried sage
- 1/2 teaspoon fine sea salt
- 1/4 teaspoon cracked black pepper
Instructions
- Combine the herbs. Add all dried herbs and spices to a small bowl. Stir together until evenly distributed throughout the blend.
- Crush lightly. Using the back of a spoon or a mortar and pestle, give the mixture a few gentle presses to release the oils from the rosemary and fennel seeds. Do not grind to a powder — you want texture.
- Taste and adjust. Pinch a small amount and rub it between your fingers to smell the blend. Add a touch more oregano or thyme if you want a bolder, more Mediterranean character.
- Store. Transfer to a small airtight jar or tin. Label with the date. Store in a cool, dark pantry for up to 6 months for best potency.
- To use on lamb or chicken. Rub 1 to 2 teaspoons per pound of meat along with a drizzle of olive oil and a squeeze of fresh lemon. Let rest 15 minutes before cooking over high heat in a cast iron pan or on a grill.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 8 | Protein: 0g | Fat: 0g | Carbs: 2g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 75mg