May arrives and the garden needs attention — not my garden, because I do not have a garden in any serious sense, I have a patch of dirt behind the house where I grow tomatoes and herbs with the grim determination of a woman who believes fresh basil is a human right. The tomatoes will not be ready until August. The basil is optimistic but small. I water everything and talk to the plants, which is something my mother never did because Sylvia believed that plants, like children, should not be coddled, they should be fed and left to figure it out. I talk to the plants anyway. Sylvia can disapprove from wherever she is.
Rebecca came for dinner Sunday. She brought Thomas, who is becoming a regular presence at my table in a way I find both encouraging and none of my business. Thomas helped clear the dishes without being asked, which I noted. He asked Marvin about the Mets, which Marvin could discuss with reasonable coherence because baseball is stored in a different part of the brain than car keys, apparently, and Marvin's baseball brain is still largely intact. They talked about the 1986 World Series for twenty minutes. I let them. Any conversation that lights Marvin up is a conversation worth having, even if I have heard his version of the Buckner play approximately four hundred times.
I made a roasted chicken with lemon and herbs — the Thursday chicken, which is my weekly anchor meal, the meal I make on autopilot, the meal that requires no decisions because the decisions were made thirty years ago and have not been revised. Some weeks you need a meal that asks nothing of you. This was that week. The chicken was perfect. I ate it at the kitchen table with Marvin, who ate with appetite and told me it was delicious, and for a moment — for the length of a meal, for the duration of a compliment — everything was exactly as it has always been, and I held that moment the way you hold a soap bubble: gently, knowing.
The Thursday chicken is not a recipe I consult anymore — it lives in my hands the way certain things do after thirty years, the seasoning measured by feel, the timing known by smell. But when people ask me what I actually made that Sunday when Rebecca brought Thomas and Marvin talked himself back to 1986, this is the one: a simple rotisserie-style chicken, herb-rubbed and patient, the kind of meal that holds a table together without demanding anything from the person who cooked it.
Grilled Rotisserie Chicken
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 1 hr 15 min | Total Time: 1 hr 30 min | Servings: 4–6
Ingredients
- 1 whole chicken (3 1/2 to 4 lbs)
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 tablespoon kosher salt
- 1 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 teaspoon onion powder
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme
- 1/2 teaspoon dried rosemary, crumbled
- 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1 lemon, halved
- 4 garlic cloves, smashed
- Fresh herbs for stuffing cavity (thyme, rosemary, parsley — optional)
Instructions
- Prepare the chicken. Pat the chicken thoroughly dry with paper towels, inside and out. Dry skin is the foundation of a good bird — don’t skip this step. Let it sit at room temperature for 30 minutes if time allows.
- Make the rub. In a small bowl, combine salt, pepper, garlic powder, onion powder, smoked paprika, thyme, rosemary, and oregano. Drizzle olive oil over the chicken and rub it all over, then apply the spice mixture evenly under the skin on the breast and all over the exterior.
- Stuff the cavity. Squeeze both lemon halves over the chicken, then tuck them inside the cavity along with the smashed garlic and any fresh herbs you’re using. Truss the legs together loosely with kitchen twine if desired.
- Set up the grill. Preheat a gas or charcoal grill to medium heat (350°F to 375°F). For indirect cooking, keep one side of the grill on and one side off. If using a rotisserie attachment, thread the chicken onto the spit and secure it.
- Cook the chicken. Place the chicken over indirect heat, breast side up, or set the rotisserie turning. Close the lid and cook for 1 hour to 1 hour 15 minutes, until the internal temperature at the thickest part of the thigh reads 165°F on an instant-read thermometer. If not using a rotisserie, turn the chicken once halfway through.
- Rest before carving. Transfer the chicken to a cutting board and tent loosely with foil. Let it rest for 10 minutes before carving — this is not optional, this is how the juices stay in the bird and not on the board.
- Carve and serve. Carve into pieces and arrange on a platter. Spoon any collected juices from the cavity over the top before serving.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 340 | Protein: 38g | Fat: 19g | Carbs: 2g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 620mg