Christmas. Noche Buena at the Mountain View house, and Jason survived it. More than survived — he thrived, which is to say he ate everything Lourdes put in front of him and asked for more, and there is no higher form of Santos family integration than asking Lourdes for seconds. She fed him until he groaned. She smiled the specific smile of a woman who has successfully evaluated a potential family member through her primary metric: appetite.
The food was everything it always is: excessive, delicious, emotional. The lechon kawali shattered under forks. The ham glistened. The lumpia disappeared as though eaten by ghosts. Angela's fruit salad — that condensed-milk-and-cream-cheese situation — sat on the table like a sweet, lurid centerpiece. And the salmon sinigang steamed in the center, Reynaldo's recipe, his contribution to the table he can't sit at anymore.
Midnight mass at St. Patrick's. Jason came, which earned him more Lourdes points than the eating. He stood next to me in the pew and didn't know the songs and held the hymnal open anyway and his presence — tall, solid, warm — felt like something I'd been missing without knowing I'd been missing it. The church was full. The candles were lit. Lourdes sang in Ilonggo. I stood between my mother and my boyfriend and the word "boyfriend" felt too small for what Jason was becoming but I didn't have a bigger word yet.
After mass, we came home to tsokolate and bibingka and the particular warmth of 2 AM in a kitchen where everyone is full and tired and happy in the exhausted way that holidays make you happy — not the energized kind, the surrendered kind, the kind where you stop fighting the year and let it end.
Jason drove me home at 3 AM. At my door, he said, "Your mother is terrifying and wonderful." I said, "Those are the same thing." He kissed me in the hallway and his coat smelled like lechon and the stairwell was cold and the kiss was warm and this is what Christmas feels like when you're not alone: it feels like a hallway that smells like fried pork and a man who survived your mother's cooking and a year that started on the floor and ended standing up, in a hallway, kissed, fed, alive.
Every Santos Noche Buena has its anchor dishes—the lechon kawali that shatters, the lumpia that vanishes—but it’s Angela’s fruit salad that sits in the center of the table like a declaration. That sweet, creamy, slightly absurd bowl of condensed milk and cream cheese and fruit is as much a part of Christmas as midnight mass. This year I wanted to share a version you can make at home—a little lighter with honey-vanilla yogurt standing in for the heavy stuff, but still that same lush, celebratory sweetness that says the feast is real and the table is full and everyone you love is eating.
Honey-Vanilla Yogurt Fruit Salad
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 20 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 cup plain Greek yogurt
- 2 tablespoons honey
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 2 cups strawberries, hulled and quartered
- 1 cup blueberries
- 2 kiwis, peeled and diced
- 1 cup seedless grapes, halved
- 1 cup fresh pineapple chunks
- 2 mandarin oranges, segmented
- 1 mango, peeled and diced
- 1 tablespoon fresh lime juice
- Fresh mint leaves, for garnish
Instructions
- Make the dressing. In a small bowl, whisk together the Greek yogurt, honey, vanilla extract, and lime juice until smooth and well combined.
- Prep the fruit. Wash, peel, and cut all fruit as directed. Place the strawberries, blueberries, kiwis, grapes, pineapple, mandarin segments, and mango in a large serving bowl.
- Toss gently. Pour the honey-vanilla yogurt dressing over the fruit and fold gently with a rubber spatula until everything is evenly coated. Take care not to crush the softer fruits.
- Chill and serve. Refrigerate for at least 15 minutes to let the flavors meld. Garnish with fresh mint leaves just before serving. Best enjoyed the same day it’s made.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 110 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 1g | Carbs: 25g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 15mg