May. The garden is growing and so are we — growing into this strange new shape, this pandemic shape, where the house is everything and the outside is limited and the backyard is the frontier. Jack's corn is up — green shoots in ten rows, the familiar green, the Weber green, the color that means: the cycle continues, virus or no virus, the corn doesn't care about your headlines, the corn cares about sun and water and time.
I planted flowers. Not a food decision — a beauty decision, the first purely aesthetic planting I've done since we moved to Des Moines. Zinnias along the garden fence, marigolds between the tomato rows (companion planting — Jack's influence), and sunflowers along the back fence, the same variety Roger used to grow, the ones he keeps growing in Grinnell in Marlene's memory. Except Marlene is alive. He grows them because she loves them. The sunflowers are for her. My sunflowers are for him, for her, for the connection between their garden and mine, for the idea that two gardens separated by forty miles can grow the same flower and the flower can be a conversation that happens in petals instead of words.
Mother's Day. The kids made breakfast — pandemic breakfast, which meant Noah attempted French toast (successful — he's fourteen and cooking is becoming a skill he doesn't resist), Emma made a smoothie bowl (artful, Instagram-worthy, the girl has an eye), and Jack brought me the first radish from the garden, round and red and grown from seed he planted in March. The radish was the best gift. The radish was the whole point. A thing that grew from a seed he planted, given to his mother on a day that celebrates the people who plant things and watch them grow and call it love.
I called Mom. She was making roast chicken, the eternal roast chicken, the bird that has not changed in forty years of Sunday dinners. She said, "Happy Mother's Day, Diane." I said, "Happy Mother's Day, Mom." Two mothers, forty miles apart, both in their kitchens, both cooking, both carrying the recipes and the traditions and the stubborn belief that feeding people is the most important work there is, pandemic or not, distance or not, the food goes on. The food always goes on.
Noah’s French toast that morning was proof that fourteen-year-olds can surprise you — but what I keep thinking about is how the whole breakfast felt like intention, like each kid reached for the thing they could give. If I were making something to bring to that table, it would be these Lemony Poppy Seed Muffins: bright and cheerful the way May morning light is, a little extra effort that says I wanted today to feel special. The lemon is for the garden, for the zinnias and the sunflowers and the first red radish — for everything that insists on being beautiful even when the world outside the fence is uncertain.
Lemony Poppy Seed Muffins
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 20 min | Total Time: 35 min | Servings: 12 muffins
Ingredients
- 2 cups all-purpose flour
- 2/3 cup granulated sugar
- 2 tablespoons poppy seeds
- 2 teaspoons baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/4 teaspoon fine salt
- 2 large eggs, room temperature
- 3/4 cup sour cream
- 1/3 cup unsalted butter, melted and cooled
- 1/4 cup fresh lemon juice (about 2 lemons)
- 1 tablespoon lemon zest (about 2 lemons)
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- For the glaze: 1 cup powdered sugar + 2–3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
Instructions
- Preheat the oven. Heat oven to 375°F. Line a standard 12-cup muffin tin with paper liners or grease the cups well.
- Whisk the dry ingredients. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, sugar, poppy seeds, baking powder, baking soda, and salt until evenly combined.
- Mix the wet ingredients. In a separate medium bowl, whisk together the eggs, sour cream, melted butter, lemon juice, lemon zest, and vanilla until smooth.
- Combine gently. Pour the wet mixture into the dry ingredients and fold together with a rubber spatula until just combined — a few small lumps are fine. Do not overmix or the muffins will be tough.
- Fill and bake. Divide the batter evenly among the 12 muffin cups, filling each about 3/4 full. Bake 18–20 minutes, until the tops are lightly golden and a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean.
- Make the lemon glaze. While the muffins bake, whisk together the powdered sugar and lemon juice, adding juice one tablespoon at a time, until you reach a smooth, pourable consistency.
- Glaze and cool. Let muffins rest in the pan for 5 minutes, then transfer to a wire rack. Drizzle glaze generously over each muffin while still warm. Allow to set before serving.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 225 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 35g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 175mg