Year six begins and the bakery is not just surviving — it is becoming. Becoming what, I am not sure yet, but the becoming is visible: in the revenue (on pace for ninety-five thousand this year, closing in on Sofia's hundred-thousand target), in the staff (five employees now, plus Sofia, plus me), in the catering arm (eight events booked for spring), in the website (Sofia's Wix creation, now generating online orders that account for fifteen percent of revenue). The bakery is becoming a business, which sounds obvious — it has always been a business — but for seven years it was a bakery first and a business second, and now the business is catching up to the bakery, and the catching-up is Sofia's doing, and Sofia's doing is the future.
Luis Jr. and Andrea are wedding planning. Andrea has a binder. A physical binder with tabs and samples and photographs of venues and dresses and flowers. The binder is the most organized thing I have ever seen outside of Isabella's whiteboard, and the organization is Andrea's love language, and the love language is preparation, and the preparation is for April 20, 2024 — two years away, which feels both close and far, the way all weddings feel from two years out: close enough to plan, far enough to change your mind, though no one is changing their mind, least of all Luis Jr., who looks at Andrea the way Luis looks at me — with the quiet certainty of a man who has already decided and is waiting for the world to confirm what he already knows.
I made Easter capirotada — year seven, sold out of bakery orders (twenty this year, a record). The recipe is Rosa's, executed by hands that now make it without the notebook, without thinking, the way you breathe without thinking — not because breathing is easy but because breathing has been practiced so many times that the practice has become the body, and the body breathes, and the hands make capirotada, and neither requires the brain's permission.
Camila performed in the Children's Chorus spring concert at the Abraham Chavez Theatre — the post-pandemic return, the live audience, the real stage. She is nine (ten in October) and she stood in the second row of the choir and sang with the disciplined blend that Ms. Torres has been teaching, but during "De Colores" — which the chorus performed as the finale, at Camila's insistence, with Camila's voice lifting above the blend for one line, one single line, the line about the rooster — her voice broke free of the chorus and soared alone for three seconds, and the three seconds were the concert, and the concert was the three seconds, and the three seconds were Camila.
The capirotada is Rosa’s recipe, and by now my hands make it the way lungs make breath — without asking permission — but once the last of the twenty bakery orders left the counter this Easter, I wanted to keep that warm, spiced, deeply Mexican feeling alive in my kitchen just a little longer. These Mexican “Hot” Chocolate Molten Lava Cakes carry that same spirit: the cinnamon and chile warmth, the sense that chocolate in our tradition is never just sweet but always a little daring, a little alive — the way Camila’s voice was alive when it broke free during “De Colores.” This one’s for year seven, for the becoming, for all three of those soaring seconds.
Mexican “Hot” Chocolate Molten Lava Cakes
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 13 minutes | Total Time: 28 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 6 oz bittersweet chocolate (60–70% cacao), coarsely chopped
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, cut into pieces, plus extra for greasing
- 1 cup powdered sugar, sifted
- 2 large eggs
- 2 large egg yolks
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 6 tablespoons all-purpose flour
- 1 1/2 teaspoons ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon ancho chile powder (or cayenne), plus more to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon fine sea salt
- Cocoa powder, for dusting ramekins
- Powdered sugar or whipped cream, for serving
Instructions
- Prep the ramekins. Preheat oven to 425°F. Butter six 6-oz ramekins generously and dust each with cocoa powder, tapping out any excess. Place on a baking sheet and set aside.
- Melt chocolate and butter. Combine the chopped chocolate and butter in a medium microwave-safe bowl. Microwave in 30-second bursts, stirring between each, until fully melted and smooth. Alternatively, melt over a double boiler. Let cool for 2 minutes.
- Build the batter. Whisk the powdered sugar into the melted chocolate mixture until combined. Add the eggs and egg yolks one at a time, whisking well after each addition. Stir in the vanilla extract.
- Add the spices. Sprinkle in the flour, cinnamon, chile powder, and salt. Fold gently with a spatula until just incorporated — do not overmix.
- Fill and chill. Divide the batter evenly among the prepared ramekins. At this point the cakes can be refrigerated for up to 24 hours; bring to room temperature for 30 minutes before baking.
- Bake. Bake at 425°F for 11–13 minutes, until the edges are set and pulling away from the sides but the center still jiggles slightly when the ramekin is nudged. Do not overbake — the molten center is the reward.
- Turn out and serve. Let the cakes rest in the ramekins for 1 minute. Run a thin knife around the edge, place a dessert plate on top of each ramekin, and carefully invert. Dust with powdered sugar and a pinch of chile powder. Serve immediately.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 390 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 24g | Carbs: 41g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 115mg