Valentine's Day. Heart-shaped meatloaf, year four. Except this year, Mom made it. She insisted. 'You're not standing at a stove at forty weeks pregnant, Rachel. Sit down. I'll make the meatloaf.'
Donna Abernathy made her own recipe in my kitchen, for my husband, on Valentine's Day, while I sat on the couch with my feet up and watched her work. The role reversal — me watching, her cooking, in MY kitchen — was disorienting and beautiful. This is what she's done for thirty years. This is what I've been doing for five. And now she's doing it for me, in my kitchen, while I grow a human.
'The meatloaf is love,' Ryan said, eating his second slice.
'The meatloaf is Mom,' I said.
Both true.
Hazel is due in eight days. EIGHT DAYS. The midwife says everything is perfect — weight estimated at seven and a half pounds, position ideal, no concerns. I'm uncomfortable in the way that only a forty-week-pregnant woman in the Mojave Desert can be uncomfortable: swollen, hot (even in February, the desert is warm), and convinced that the baby has taken up residence directly on my bladder.
Caleb made me a Valentine's card at daycare: a red paper heart with glitter (AGAIN with the glitter — it's in EVERYTHING) and the words 'I LUV MAMA' in teacher-guided letters. Inside: a handprint in pink paint. His handprint, which is twice the size it was at his first Valentine's card. The boy is growing. The handprints prove it.
I kept both cards. Caleb at one, handprint tiny. Caleb at three, handprint big. The same boy, measured in paint and glitter.
The book reviews continue to arrive. Twelve reviews, all positive. The words that keep appearing: 'honest,' 'funny,' 'real,' 'necessary.' The reviewer from Stars and Stripes (the military newspaper) wrote: 'Dinner at 1800 is the book every military spouse needs on their bookshelf. It's the book I wish I'd had during my husband's first deployment. Rachel Abernathy is the voice of every woman who has ever cooked alone in base housing and wondered if anyone sees her. We see her now.'
We see her now. We see Mom now. The invisible work, made visible.
Made nothing tonight. Mom made everything. I sat on the couch and held Caleb's hand and felt Hazel kick and was fed by my mother, the way I was fed for eighteen years, the way I'll be fed forever.
Eight days. The meatloaf is love. The meatloaf is Mom. The baby is coming.
Eight days.
Mom’s meatloaf is our tradition — but the real recipe that night wasn’t the one on the index card. It was the one where someone who loves you walks into your kitchen, tells you to sit down, and just handles it. If you want to carry that same spirit into your own home, this Ninja Foodi Turkey Breast is where I’d start: seasoned simply, cooked quickly, and substantial enough to feel like someone truly cooked. It’s the kind of dinner that says I see you — which, at forty weeks pregnant in a warm desert February, was the only thing I needed.
Ninja Foodi Turkey Breast
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 45 min | Total Time: 55 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 bone-in turkey breast (3–4 lbs), thawed
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 teaspoon onion powder
- 1 teaspoon dried thyme
- 1 teaspoon dried rosemary, crushed
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 cup low-sodium chicken broth
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 tablespoon unsalted butter
Instructions
- Season the turkey. Pat the turkey breast completely dry with paper towels. In a small bowl, stir together the olive oil, garlic powder, onion powder, thyme, rosemary, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper to form a paste. Rub it all over the turkey breast, getting under the skin where possible.
- Sear for color. Set the Ninja Foodi to Sear/Saute on High. Once hot, place the turkey breast skin-side down and sear undisturbed for 4–5 minutes until deep golden brown. Flip and sear the underside for 2 minutes. Press Cancel.
- Add liquid and pressure cook. Pour the chicken broth into the pot and scatter the minced garlic around the turkey. Place the reversible rack in the low position and set the turkey breast skin-side up on the rack. Secure the pressure lid and set the valve to Seal. Select High Pressure and cook for 25 minutes.
- Natural release and temp check. Allow the pressure to naturally release for 10 minutes, then carefully quick-release any remaining steam. Remove the lid and verify the internal temperature reads 165°F at the thickest point. Transfer the turkey to a cutting board.
- Crisp the skin. Return the turkey to the pot on the rack. Switch to Air Crisp at 400°F for 5–7 minutes until the skin is deep golden and crackling. Watch closely to avoid over-browning.
- Rest, slice, and serve. Let the turkey rest on the cutting board for 10 minutes before slicing. Stir the butter into the pan drippings and spoon over the sliced meat before serving.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 305 | Protein: 41g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 1g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 410mg
About the cook who shared this
Rachel Abernathy
Week 306 of Rachel’s 30-year story
· San Diego, California
Rachel is a twenty-eight-year-old Marine wife and mom of two who has moved five times in six years and learned to cook a Thanksgiving dinner with half her cookware still in boxes. She married young, survived postpartum depression, and feeds her family of four on a junior Marine's salary with a freezer full of pre-made meals and a crockpot that has never let her down. She writes for the military spouses who are cooking dinner alone in base housing and wondering if they're enough. You are.