Thanksgiving is next week and the daycare is doing a gratitude project where each toddler puts their handprint on a paper turkey and we write what they're thankful for underneath. Caleb said "truck." Thomas said "no" to the entire concept and refused to put his hand in the paint. Mia said "mine," which is technically not what we were going for but which I wrote down anyway because honestly, a two-year-old girl who is thankful for ownership is going places. I did not make a handprint turkey. Nobody asked me what I'm thankful for. If they had, I would have said: a kitchen with a lock on the door, a woman named Gloria, and the fact that my smoke alarm has a functioning battery, because that battery has saved me twice now.
I've been practicing. That's what this month has been — practice. Gloria told me I could bring a dish to Thanksgiving and I said I'd bring the mac and cheese because it's the recipe I'm most confident about, which is a relative term since I've made it exactly three times. Gloria's mac and cheese: elbow macaroni, sharp cheddar, mild cheddar, eggs, evaporated milk, butter, salt, pepper, a little mustard powder. Mix it all together, pour it in a baking dish, top with more cheese, bake until the top is golden and crunchy. The secret, Gloria says, is the egg — it makes the custard set so it's creamy but sliceable, not soupy. I made a test batch Wednesday night. The top was golden. The inside was creamy. I ate a quarter of the pan before I could stop myself and put the rest in the fridge for lunch. It was good. It was actually good.
I called Gloria to tell her and she said, "Did you use enough cheese?" I said yes. She said, "Did you really?" I said I used the amount on the card. She said, "The card is the minimum, baby. Thanksgiving is not a minimum occasion." So I will use more cheese. I will use an unreasonable amount of cheese. I will show up at Gloria and James's house with a dish of mac and cheese so loaded with cheddar it could be classified as a dairy event.
At work Friday, a mother I don't usually talk to stopped me at pickup and said her daughter — Sophie, who just moved up from the infant room — won't stop talking about me. "She says Miss Savannah sings." I do sing. Badly, quietly, mostly made-up songs about washing hands and putting on shoes. The fact that a child noticed, that a child went home and told her mother about the singing — I carried that home with me like something warm in my coat pocket. To be remembered by a child. To be worth mentioning. These are not small things when you spent most of your childhood being no one worth mentioning at all.
I made this on a Tuesday night when I needed something that felt like a win — something cheesy and warm and forgiving, the kind of dish that comes together in one pot and doesn’t ask too much of you while it’s teaching you things. It’s not Gloria’s mac and cheese, but it’s in the same spirit: cheese, pasta, heat, patience. If you’re practicing being someone who cooks, this is a good place to practice.
One Pot Cheesy Sausage Pasta
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 lb smoked sausage or kielbasa, sliced into 1/4-inch rounds
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 1/2 cups low-sodium chicken broth
- 1 can (14.5 oz) diced tomatoes, undrained
- 1 cup whole milk
- 12 oz penne or rotini pasta, uncooked
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon salt, plus more to taste
- 4 oz cream cheese, cut into cubes and softened
- 2 cups shredded sharp cheddar cheese, divided
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish (optional)
Instructions
- Brown the sausage. Heat olive oil in a large, deep skillet or Dutch oven over medium-high heat. Add the sausage slices in a single layer and cook 2–3 minutes per side until browned. Remove sausage to a plate and set aside.
- Soften the aromatics. Reduce heat to medium. Add the diced onion to the same pot and cook, stirring occasionally, for 3–4 minutes until softened. Add the garlic and cook 30 seconds more, until fragrant.
- Build the base. Pour in the chicken broth, diced tomatoes (with their liquid), and milk. Stir in the smoked paprika, salt, and black pepper. Bring the mixture to a gentle boil over medium-high heat.
- Cook the pasta. Add the uncooked pasta to the boiling liquid and stir to submerge. Return the browned sausage to the pot. Reduce heat to medium, cover loosely, and cook for 12–15 minutes, stirring every few minutes, until the pasta is tender and most of the liquid has been absorbed. If it looks too dry, add a splash of broth.
- Add the cheese. Reduce heat to low. Drop in the cream cheese cubes and stir until fully melted and incorporated. Add 1 1/2 cups of the shredded cheddar and stir until the sauce is smooth and glossy. Taste and adjust salt and pepper.
- Finish and serve. Sprinkle the remaining 1/2 cup of cheddar over the top and let it melt for 1–2 minutes with the lid on. Garnish with fresh parsley if desired. Serve directly from the pot.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 620 | Protein: 28g | Fat: 34g | Carbs: 52g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 980mg