I had my six-month post-chemo follow-up with Dr. Reyes. Blood work normal. Physical exam normal. Mammogram clear. She said, "You're doing great," and I said, "Thank you," and then I sat in my car in the hospital parking lot for five minutes and let the relief wash through me like a wave. Every follow-up is a test I didn't study for. Every clear result is a reprieve. The anxiety hum drops from a four to a two for about a week after a clear scan, and then it creeps back up, and I manage it, and I live with it, because living with it is the deal cancer made with me: you get to live, but you never get to stop worrying about it.
One year since the mastectomy. October 18 last year was the surgery. October 18 this year was a Wednesday, and I went to work and treated animals and came home and made dinner and it was ordinary, again, deliberately ordinary, because ordinary is the rebellion. Ordinary is the proof. I am having ordinary Wednesdays now, and every ordinary Wednesday is a miracle disguised as a weeknight.
Mason discovered cooking this week. Not watching me cook — actually cooking. He asked if he could help make dinner, and I said yes, and he stood on a step stool and stirred the soup and measured the salt and chopped mushrooms (with supervision, with a butter knife, with the concentration of a man defusing a bomb). He said, "I like this. Making food for people." I said, "Me too, buddy." He said, "Does that mean I'm like you?" I said, "It means you're like all of us. Dawsons cook." And he beamed, because belonging to the family of cooks is, at six, the highest honor he can imagine.
Lily refused to help cook. She said, "I don't cook. I EAT." Which is a valid life philosophy and one I cannot argue with because she delivers it with such conviction that debate feels futile. She did, however, agree to "taste test" the soup, which she performed by dipping her finger directly into the pot before I could stop her and declaring it "yummy." Health codes were violated. The soup was good.
I made beef and barley soup — the one I made in the spring, transitional, good for cool evenings. But this time Mason helped. He measured the barley. He stirred while I chopped. He watched the broth come to a simmer and asked why bubbles form (I explained, approximately). He stood on his step stool in my kitchen and learned what I learned in my mother's kitchen thirty years ago: that cooking is an act of care, that feeding people is a way of loving them, that a pot of soup on the stove is the Dawson family's answer to everything, and that the answer is always enough.
The version I made that Wednesday was beef and barley, the same one I’ve been turning to since spring—but the cheesesteak soup in this recipe has become its close cousin in our dinner rotation, and honestly it’s the one Mason asks for by name now, which is the highest possible endorsement. It has everything a pot of soup should have: beef, broth, something melty on top, and enough going on that a kid standing on a step stool feels genuinely useful helping to make it. If you’re looking for the recipe that started Mason’s career as a cook, this is the one—straightforward enough to teach, good enough to be proud of.
Philly Cheesesteak Soup
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 lb ribeye steak or shaved beef, sliced thin against the grain
- 2 tablespoons olive oil, divided
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 1 green bell pepper, diced
- 1 red bell pepper, diced
- 8 oz cremini mushrooms, sliced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour
- 4 cups beef broth (low sodium)
- 1 cup whole milk
- 1/2 cup heavy cream
- 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 6 oz provolone cheese, shredded (about 1 1/2 cups)
- 4 oz cream cheese, softened and cut into cubes
- Crusty bread or hoagie rolls, for serving
Instructions
- Sear the beef. Heat 1 tablespoon olive oil in a large Dutch oven or heavy pot over medium-high heat. Season the steak slices with a pinch of salt and pepper, then add to the hot pot in a single layer. Sear for 1—2 minutes per side until browned. Work in batches if needed. Remove beef to a plate and set aside; it will finish cooking in the broth.
- Soften the vegetables. Reduce heat to medium and add the remaining tablespoon of olive oil. Add the onion, green pepper, and red pepper. Cook, stirring occasionally, for 5—6 minutes until softened and beginning to caramelize at the edges. Add the mushrooms and garlic and cook another 3—4 minutes until the mushrooms release their liquid and shrink down.
- Build the base. Sprinkle the flour over the vegetables and stir well to coat. Cook for 1—2 minutes, stirring constantly, to cook out the raw flour taste. This is a great step for a kid helper—let them do the stirring.
- Add the liquids. Slowly pour in the beef broth while stirring, scraping up any browned bits from the bottom of the pot. Add the milk, heavy cream, Worcestershire sauce, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper. Stir to combine and bring to a gentle simmer over medium heat.
- Return the beef and simmer. Add the seared beef back to the pot. Simmer uncovered for 15—20 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the broth has thickened slightly and the beef is tender throughout.
- Melt in the cheese. Reduce heat to low. Add the cream cheese cubes and stir until completely melted and incorporated. Add the shredded provolone in two batches, stirring after each addition until smooth and creamy. Taste and adjust salt as needed.
- Serve. Ladle into bowls and serve immediately with crusty bread or toasted hoagie rolls on the side for dipping. Extra provolone on top is never a mistake.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 31g | Fat: 28g | Carbs: 12g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 680mg