November 2020. I am 62 years old, retired from the Postal Service, my days now belong to me and the smoker and Rosetta and the slow unfolding of a life without a mailbag. The week arrived the way weeks arrive in Orange Mound — carried by the rhythm of morning coffee and evening porch-sitting and the steady, patient work of being present in a life that doesn\'t require grand gestures to feel meaningful. Mother's day 2021.
Naomi is growing the way all Johnson children grow — fast, loudly, and with opinions that exceed her vocabulary. She is 9 months old and every week brings a new word, a new gesture, a new expression that reminds me of Marcus at that age or Angela's calm or, in certain moments — a tilt of the head, a stubborn set of the jaw — Denise, always Denise, present in the DNA, present in the grandchild who carries the family forward. Mama at the Whitehaven facility, navigating her days between clarity and confusion, the fog thicker than it was last year but parting sometimes for moments of the Pearlie Mae I know — sharp, funny, the woman who raised five children on a maid's wages and a factory worker's paycheck and never once let us think we were poor. I visit, I hold her hand, I tell her about the grandchildren, and she listens with whatever part of her is here, and the part that is here is enough. Rosetta beside me through all of it, as she has been for 36 years — steady, opinionated, correct about things I haven't admitted she's correct about yet. She is the constant. She is the foundation. She is the woman I married in a parking lot and have been trying to deserve every day since.
I cooked this week the way I cook every week: with the ingredients at hand, the fire in the steel drum, and the understanding that food made with love in a home kitchen for people you care about is the most important food in the world. The recipe matters less than the hands that make it and the table that receives it. I stood at my smoker or my stove and I made something, and the making was the purpose.
Rosetta came to the porch as the light faded and said, "Good week, Earl." I said, "Good week." And it was — not remarkable, not historic, just good, the way most weeks are good when you have a smoker that works and a wife who loves you and a family that shows up and a God who watches. Good is enough. Good is everything. Good is what you\'re left with when you strip away the noise and the ambition and the worry, and what remains is a man on a porch in Memphis, sixty-something years old, watching the dark come, full of food and gratitude and the quiet knowledge that he did his best today, and tomorrow he\'ll do it again.
Mother’s Day 2021 called for something worthy of Rosetta, worthy of the memory of Mama at her best, worthy of a table where the food does the talking when words come up short. I’d been at the smoker and the stove all week, and when the holiday came I wanted something that felt special without requiring a fuss — something with sweetness to it, the way the day itself deserved. These pork chops with apricot sauce have that quality: patient in the pan, generous at the table, the kind of thing that makes a room go quiet for a moment before the conversation picks back up. That’s the recipe I reached for.
Pork Chops With Apricot Sauce
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 bone-in pork chops, about 1 inch thick (approximately 8 oz each)
- 1 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1 cup apricot preserves
- 2 tablespoons Dijon mustard
- 1 tablespoon apple cider vinegar
- 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes (optional)
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 1 tablespoon fresh thyme leaves (or 1/2 teaspoon dried)
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish
Instructions
- Season the chops. Pat pork chops dry with paper towels. Combine salt, pepper, garlic powder, and smoked paprika, then season both sides of each chop evenly. Let rest at room temperature for 10 minutes while you prepare the sauce.
- Make the apricot sauce. In a small saucepan over medium-low heat, combine apricot preserves, Dijon mustard, apple cider vinegar, and red pepper flakes if using. Stir and cook for 4–5 minutes until the preserves are melted and the sauce is smooth. Remove from heat and set aside.
- Sear the pork chops. Heat olive oil in a large cast-iron skillet or heavy-bottomed pan over medium-high heat until shimmering. Add the pork chops and sear without moving them for 4–5 minutes until a deep golden crust forms. Flip and cook another 3–4 minutes.
- Add butter and thyme. Reduce heat to medium. Add butter and thyme to the pan. Tilt the skillet and baste the chops with the melted butter for 1–2 minutes. Internal temperature should reach 145°F at the thickest point.
- Glaze and finish. Spoon the apricot sauce generously over each chop. Let them cook another 2 minutes, allowing the glaze to set and caramelize slightly around the edges. Remove from heat.
- Rest and serve. Transfer chops to a serving platter and let rest 5 minutes before serving. Spoon any remaining pan glaze over the top and finish with fresh chopped parsley.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 36g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 38g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 480mg