Mid-September, and the fall is arriving with the gentle discretion that Charleston autumn brings — not the dramatic leaf-drop of New England but the subtle color shift of the marsh grass, the slight cooling of the evening air, the sense that the world is exhaling after a summer that demanded too much from everyone, including the weather.
The library has settled into its pandemic operations — reduced hours, limited capacity, masks and sanitizer at every desk. The patrons who come are the devoted ones — the readers who cannot survive without the physical building, without the shelves, without the act of choosing a book from a shelf and holding it and carrying it home. I understand them. I am them. The physical book in the physical hand in the physical library is the thing that cannot be replicated by a screen, and the thing-ness of it is the point, and the point is worth keeping open for.
Robert and I have established our retirement rhythm. He builds in the morning, gardens in the afternoon, reads in the evening. I work at the library four days a week (reduced from five), write in the journal on my day off, and cook every evening. The rhythm is not exciting. It is not dramatic. It is the rhythm of two people in their fifties who have survived an affair and a pandemic and a brain-injured sister and a mother with Alzheimer's and who have discovered that the surviving is not the story. The living that follows the surviving is the story. And the living is quiet and daily and involves a lot of soup.
James called from Columbia on Wednesday. He is taking a course on constitutional interpretation and has discovered originalism, which he both admires and distrusts, the way a good student admires and distrusts every theory — with the open mind that receives the argument and the critical eye that tests it. He talked for twenty minutes about Antonin Scalia, and I listened, and the listening was the parenting, and the parenting was the loving, and the loving was the sitting on the piazza with the phone to my ear while my son explained the world to me.
I made butternut squash soup — the September soup, the soup that bridges summer and fall, sweet and savory and warm enough for the cooling evenings but not heavy enough for the cold that hasn't arrived. The soup was blended smooth and served with cornbread and the combination was dinner and it was autumn and it was the life: simple, nourishing, enough.
That evening on the piazza, listening to James talk through Scalia with the earnest energy of a student who has just discovered an idea worth wrestling with, I already knew what dinner would be — the sweet, earthy smell of butternut squash roasting was drifting through the screen door and settling into the cooling air like punctuation at the end of a long sentence. These Roasted Butternut Squash Dippers are what I reach for in September, when the weather hasn’t fully committed to autumn but you need something that has — warm, a little sweet, completely uncomplicated. They are the food version of what Robert and I have built this year: not dramatic, not exciting, just right.
Roasted Butternut Squash Dippers
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 30 minutes | Total Time: 45 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 medium butternut squash (about 2 lbs), peeled and cut into 3-inch sticks
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/4 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 tablespoon fresh thyme leaves (or 1/2 teaspoon dried)
- 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan (optional, for finishing)
- For dipping: 1/2 cup sour cream or Greek yogurt, 1 tablespoon honey, pinch of cayenne
Instructions
- Preheat the oven. Heat oven to 425°F. Line a large baking sheet with parchment paper and set aside.
- Prep the squash. Peel the butternut squash, halve lengthwise, and scoop out the seeds. Cut into sticks roughly 3 inches long and 3/4 inch wide — uniform sizing helps them roast evenly.
- Season. Toss the squash sticks in a large bowl with the olive oil, salt, pepper, smoked paprika, garlic powder, and thyme until evenly coated.
- Roast. Arrange the squash in a single layer on the prepared baking sheet, taking care not to crowd them. Roast for 25—30 minutes, flipping once halfway through, until the edges are caramelized and the centers are tender when pierced with a fork.
- Finish. If using Parmesan, scatter it over the squash in the last 3 minutes of roasting. Remove from the oven and let cool for 2 minutes on the pan.
- Make the dipping sauce. Stir together the sour cream (or Greek yogurt), honey, and a pinch of cayenne. Taste and adjust — more honey for sweetness, more cayenne for warmth.
- Serve. Arrange the dippers on a platter alongside the dipping sauce. Serve warm, with cornbread if the evening calls for it.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 165 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 24g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 290mg