I drove a client to a house in Temple Terrace this week and on the way we passed a sponge shop — not in Tarpon Springs, but one of those random shops that pops up in strip malls around Tampa selling natural sponges and Greek souvenirs. The client said oh, those sponge shops, they are everywhere. I said my father was a sponge diver. She looked at me the way people look at you when they realize you are not just a real estate agent, you are a person with a history that stretches back further than your business card. I sold her the house. She sent me a sponge as a closing gift. I put it on my desk next to the one I found in the garage last summer. Two sponges. Two connections to a man who dove into the Gulf and came up holding the ocean.
Sophia is obsessed with a biology project about genetics. She came home with a chart of dominant and recessive traits and spent an hour analyzing our family. She determined that my curly hair is dominant, Alexander's straight hair came from Mark, and Mama's ability to make everyone feel guilty about not eating enough is either genetic or environmental but definitely hereditary. I laughed so hard I spilled my coffee. Science in the Papadopoulos family is always personal.
Alexander asked me about college this week — not the applications, which are next year, but the idea of it. What was it like to leave Tarpon Springs. What was it like to be on your own for the first time. I told him the truth: it was terrifying and thrilling and I ate ramen for a month because I did not know how to cook yet and Mama was forty miles away and for the first time in my life nobody was feeding me. He said that sounds terrible. I said it was. I said it was also the best thing that ever happened to me, because hunger teaches you to feed yourself and feeding yourself teaches you to feed others and feeding others is what we Papadopouloses do.
Sunday dinner at Mama's featured Despina, who is eighty-eight and as sharp as ever. She brought her recipe notebook — the battered, grease-stained one written in Greek — and showed Sophia the moussaka recipe on page twelve. Sophia studied it like a biology textbook. Despina said you have good eyes, koritsi mou. Sophia said thank you, Yia-yia Despina. It was a small moment. A grandmother handing a recipe to a girl who might be a doctor or a dentist or something Despina cannot imagine. The notebook passed between generations like a baton. Nobody noticed except me. I notice everything. That is my blessing and my curse.
Watching Despina’s notebook pass into Sophia’s hands, I felt the whole weight of what we carry forward — not just recipes, but the understanding that feeding people is how we say everything we cannot say out loud. I did not make moussaka this week; moussaka belongs to Despina and to page twelve and to moments I do not want to crowd. Instead I made shepherd’s pie, which is not Greek at all, and which I first taught myself in that empty apartment when I was twenty-two and hungry and becoming someone who could feed herself. Here is how I make it now.
Shepherd’s Pie
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 45 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 5 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs ground beef (or ground lamb)
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 medium carrots, peeled and diced
- 1 cup frozen peas
- 2 tablespoons tomato paste
- 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
- 1 teaspoon fresh thyme leaves (or 1/2 teaspoon dried)
- 1/2 teaspoon dried rosemary
- 1/2 cup beef broth
- 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour
- Salt and black pepper, to taste
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- For the mashed potato topping:
- 2 lbs russet potatoes, peeled and cubed
- 4 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 1/2 cup whole milk or heavy cream, warmed
- 1/2 cup shredded sharp cheddar cheese
- Salt and white pepper, to taste
Instructions
- Make the mashed potatoes. Place the peeled, cubed potatoes in a large pot and cover with cold salted water. Bring to a boil over high heat and cook until fork-tender, about 15–18 minutes. Drain well, then mash with butter, warm milk, and cheddar until smooth and creamy. Season with salt and white pepper. Set aside.
- Preheat the oven. Set your oven to 400°F (205°C).
- Cook the meat filling. Heat olive oil in a large, oven-safe skillet or Dutch oven over medium-high heat. Add the onion and carrots and cook, stirring occasionally, until softened, about 5 minutes. Add the garlic and cook 1 minute more.
- Brown the beef. Add the ground beef and cook, breaking it up with a spoon, until no longer pink, about 6–8 minutes. Drain excess fat if needed.
- Build the sauce. Stir in the tomato paste, flour, Worcestershire sauce, thyme, and rosemary. Pour in the beef broth and stir to combine. Simmer over medium heat until the sauce thickens slightly, about 3–4 minutes. Fold in the frozen peas. Season generously with salt and black pepper.
- Layer and top. Spread the meat filling evenly across the bottom of a 9x13-inch baking dish (or leave it in your oven-safe skillet). Spoon the mashed potatoes over the top and spread into an even layer, running a fork across the surface to create ridges — these will turn golden and slightly crisp in the oven.
- Bake. Transfer to the preheated oven and bake uncovered for 25–30 minutes, until the top is golden and the filling is bubbling at the edges.
- Rest and serve. Let the Shepherd’s Pie rest for 5 minutes before serving. Scoop generous portions and serve directly from the dish at the table, the way it was meant to be eaten.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 520 | Protein: 28g | Fat: 26g | Carbs: 44g | Fiber: 5g | Sodium: 480mg