New Year's Eve. 2020 ends. The pandemic year. The year that took the dining room and the farmers' market and the gatherings and the hugs and the farmers' market and forty percent of revenue and Javier the nephew and every illusion of safety, and gave back: meal kits, delivery subscriptions, Sofia's innovations, the knowledge that the bakery is not the tables but the bread, and the bread travels, and the traveling bread reaches further than the sitting bread ever could.
I ate twelve grapes. Twelve wishes for 2021. I wished for: the pandemic to end, the bakery to recover, Isabella to get into UTEP nursing, Sofia to keep building, Diego to keep dreaming, Camila to keep singing, Luis Jr. to stay safe, Luis to stay healthy, Carmen to stay well, the Juírez fund to grow, Rosa's recipes to spread, and — the twelfth grape, held longest, bitten slowest — a dog. Or a cat. Or whatever creature Camila has been praying for, for five years, with the persistence of a saint and the volume of a stadium, because in 2021, the fortress falls. In 2021, the Gutierrez family gets a pet. The child has won. The mother has lost. The losing feels like winning because the winning is the giving, and the giving is the grace, and the grace is a dog. Or a cat. We'll see.
The year in numbers: revenue seventy-three thousand (down sixteen percent). Profit forty-six thousand (down eighteen percent). Juírez fund: three thousand eight hundred (unchanged — the fund was frozen during the pandemic, a casualty of the revenue drop). Recipe notebook: one hundred and forty-eight entries. Instagram followers: thirty-four hundred. Meal kits sold: approximately two thousand. Delivery subscriptions: thirty-eight active. Conchas made: approximately two hundred per day times three hundred and twelve days equals approximately sixty-two thousand four hundred conchas. In a pandemic. Sixty-two thousand conchas in a pandemic. Rosa would say: that's a lot of conchas in a pandemic. I would say: that's a lot of Rosa in a pandemic. And it is. It always is.
I made rosca de reyes dough. The tradition. The faith. The dough rising in the dark kitchen on the last night of 2020, and 2020 was the worst year and the dough doesn't care, the dough rises anyway, and the anyway is the everything, and the everything is the bread, and the bread is the bridge, and the bridge is Rosa, and Rosa is the New Year, and the New Year is the dough, rising, in the dark, on the last night of the worst year, and rising anyway.
The rosca de reyes dough I made that last night of 2020 was Rosa’s recipe — I wouldn’t share it here, it belongs to her and to the family — but what I can share is the spirit of it: an enriched, sweet dough that takes time, takes patience, and rises in the dark when you’re not watching. These Streusel-Topped Lemon Blueberry Sweet Rolls carry that same soul — the soft pull of a yeasted dough, the brightness of something tart cut through with something sweet, the streusel on top like confetti, like a celebration you decide to have anyway. I made a batch the first morning of 2021 with Isabella and Camila, before the bakery opened, before the day started, because the new year deserved dough and the dough deserved us.
Streusel-Topped Lemon Blueberry Sweet Rolls
Prep Time: 30 minutes + 1 hour 30 minutes rising | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 2 hours 25 minutes | Servings: 12 rolls
Ingredients
- For the dough:
- 3/4 cup whole milk, warmed to 110°F
- 2 1/4 teaspoons active dry yeast (1 packet)
- 1/4 cup granulated sugar, divided
- 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for dusting
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1 large egg, room temperature
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, softened
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- For the filling:
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, softened
- 1/3 cup granulated sugar
- 1 tablespoon lemon zest (from 1 large lemon)
- 1 cup fresh or frozen blueberries
- For the streusel topping:
- 1/3 cup all-purpose flour
- 3 tablespoons granulated sugar
- 2 tablespoons cold unsalted butter, cubed
- 1/2 teaspoon lemon zest
- For the lemon glaze:
- 1 cup powdered sugar, sifted
- 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
- 1 teaspoon lemon zest
Instructions
- Activate the yeast. Combine warm milk, yeast, and 1 tablespoon of the granulated sugar in the bowl of a stand mixer. Stir gently and let sit 5–7 minutes until foamy. If the mixture does not foam, your yeast is not active — start again with fresh yeast.
- Make the dough. Add the remaining sugar, flour, salt, egg, softened butter, and vanilla to the yeast mixture. Using the dough hook attachment, mix on medium-low speed for 6–8 minutes until the dough is smooth, slightly tacky, and pulls away cleanly from the sides of the bowl. If mixing by hand, knead on a lightly floured surface for 8–10 minutes.
- First rise. Shape the dough into a ball and place it in a lightly greased bowl. Cover with plastic wrap or a clean kitchen towel and let rise in a warm spot for 1 hour, or until doubled in size.
- Make the streusel. While the dough rises, combine flour, sugar, cold cubed butter, and lemon zest in a small bowl. Use your fingertips to work the butter into the dry ingredients until the mixture resembles coarse crumbs. Refrigerate until ready to use.
- Assemble the rolls. Punch down the risen dough and turn it out onto a lightly floured surface. Roll into a 12×9-inch rectangle. Spread the softened butter evenly over the surface, leaving a 1/2-inch border. Sprinkle with the 1/3 cup sugar and 1 tablespoon lemon zest, then scatter the blueberries evenly over the top. Starting from a long edge, roll the dough tightly into a log. Pinch the seam to seal.
- Cut and second rise. Using a sharp serrated knife or unflavored dental floss, cut the log into 12 equal rolls, each about 1 inch thick. Arrange cut-side up in a greased 9×13-inch baking pan. Cover loosely and let rise 30 minutes, until puffed and touching.
- Top and bake. Preheat oven to 350°F. Sprinkle the chilled streusel evenly over the tops of the rolls. Bake 22–25 minutes, until the tops are golden and the centers are set. A toothpick inserted in the dough (not a blueberry) should come out clean.
- Glaze and serve. While the rolls are still warm, whisk together the powdered sugar, lemon juice, and lemon zest until smooth. Drizzle generously over the rolls. Serve warm.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 285 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 9g | Carbs: 47g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 115mg