Veterans Day, and I think of Daddy and his sermons about service. The library is closed for the holiday, and I spend the day at home — a rare Monday at home, in the kitchen, with Mama, the two of us occupying the space the way we used to in Beaufort before the world expanded and contracted and expanded again to the current configuration: a mother and a daughter, a kitchen, and the diminishing distance between who Mama was and who she is becoming.
Mama was present today. She sat at the table and directed me to make chicken and dumplings — not by name (she could not recall the name) but by description: "The chicken. With the flat things. The thing I make when it's cold." The description was a map without labels, and I followed it to chicken and dumplings, and the following was the translation work that has become my daily practice: listening to what Mama means underneath what she says, finding the recipe in the description, making the dish that her words are reaching for but cannot quite grasp.
Robert has begun the retirement conversation with his firm. The conversation is proceeding slowly — law firms do not release senior attorneys quickly, because the departure of a partner creates a vacuum that must be filled before it is created, which is the legal profession's version of planning and which Robert understands and respects and chafes against. The chafing is visible in the workshop, where the projects have become more ambitious — a chest of drawers this month, not just a bookshelf — as if the ambition of the woodworking is compensating for the frustration of the lawyering.
I visited Joy on Saturday. She had finished a painting — the largest one yet, three feet by two feet, a landscape (or what Joy calls a landscape, which is an explosion of green and blue and yellow that suggests the idea of land and sky without committing to the representation of either). She hung it on her wall. It is the first time Joy has decorated her own wall in her own room in her own space, and the hanging was an act of ownership that took my breath away — my sister, at fifty-six, claiming a wall, claiming a room, claiming a life.
The chicken and dumplings were good — the flat dumplings, not the fluffy kind, because Mama's dumplings have always been flat, rolled thin and cut into strips, and the flatness is non-negotiable. The soup was rich with the chicken it was made from, and the dumplings floated like small rafts on a broth that tasted like Beaufort in November, like the parsonage kitchen with the windows steaming, like a mother teaching a daughter the things that matter.
Mama’s dish was chicken and flat dumplings that day — the specific dish her words were circling, the one I found by following her description like a map with no labels. But the deeper thing she was asking for was the broth: rich, slow, made from something that had given everything it had to the pot. This turkey and vegetable barley soup is the recipe I come back to when I need that same comfort without the rolling and cutting — a long-simmered pot full of the same November warmth, the kind that steams the windows and makes the kitchen feel like it used to in Beaufort, the kind Mama taught me to reach for when it’s cold.
Turkey and Vegetable Barley Soup
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 1 hour 15 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 35 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 celery stalks, sliced
- 3 medium carrots, peeled and sliced into rounds
- 3 garlic cloves, minced
- 1 lb boneless turkey breast or thighs, cut into 3/4-inch pieces
- 8 cups low-sodium chicken or turkey broth
- 1 can (14.5 oz) diced tomatoes, undrained
- 2/3 cup pearl barley, rinsed
- 2 medium Yukon Gold potatoes, peeled and diced
- 1 teaspoon dried thyme
- 1/2 teaspoon dried rosemary, crumbled
- 1 bay leaf
- 1 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 2 cups fresh baby spinach or chopped kale
- 2 tablespoons fresh flat-leaf parsley, chopped
Instructions
- Saute the aromatics. Heat olive oil in a large Dutch oven or heavy-bottomed pot over medium heat. Add the onion and celery and cook, stirring occasionally, until softened, about 5 minutes. Add the carrots and garlic and cook 2 minutes more.
- Brown the turkey. Push the vegetables to the side and add the turkey pieces in a single layer. Cook undisturbed for 3–4 minutes until lightly golden on the bottom, then stir to combine with the vegetables.
- Build the broth. Pour in the broth and diced tomatoes. Stir in the barley, potatoes, thyme, rosemary, bay leaf, salt, and pepper. Bring to a boil over medium-high heat.
- Simmer low and slow. Reduce heat to medium-low, cover, and simmer for 45–55 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the barley is tender and the broth has thickened slightly. Remove and discard the bay leaf.
- Finish with greens. Stir in the spinach or kale and cook uncovered for 3–5 minutes until wilted and tender. Taste and adjust salt and pepper as needed.
- Serve. Ladle into wide bowls and top with fresh parsley. The soup keeps well refrigerated for up to 4 days; add a splash of broth when reheating as the barley continues to absorb liquid.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 245 | Protein: 22g | Fat: 6g | Carbs: 28g | Fiber: 5g | Sodium: 480mg