June arrives. The desert is heating up — 107 today, climbing toward the furnace of July and August — and the pandemic shows no sign of letting go. Arizona's numbers are rising. The governor is reopening some businesses, which the fire department views with the cautious skepticism of people who have been responding to COVID calls for three months. Opening does not mean safe. Opening means more people, more exposure, more calls.
I had the wellness program conversation with Captain Torres this week — finally, after months of pandemic delay. We met masked, six feet apart, in the administration building, and I pitched the firehouse cooking program: structured nutrition education for crews, taught by firefighters who cook, with meal planning resources and basic cooking skills. Torres listened, asked sharp questions about budget and implementation, and said, "Write me a full proposal with a pilot program for two stations. If it works, we scale it."
I am writing the proposal on my off days, at the kitchen table, with Sofia doing her summer reading next to me and Diego playing with trucks on the floor. Jessica is reviewing the financials (because Jessica reviews all financials; it is a compulsion she has embraced as identity). The proposal includes: a 12-week curriculum, nutritional guidelines tailored to firefighter activity levels, budget-friendly recipes that can feed a crew of eight for under $30, and a training component where I teach cooking skills on shift. The fire department wellness budget has room for a pilot. Torres is supportive. This could happen.
The irony is not lost on me: I am simultaneously planning a restaurant that will serve BBQ and a program that will teach firefighters to eat healthier. The two halves of my cooking life — the indulgent and the responsible — coexist the same way they always have: Roberto's carne asada and the diabetes notebook, the competition brisket and the green chile stew with chicken instead of pork. I am a man of contradictions, and the contradictions are the point. You can love smoke and flame and also love salad. The human heart is large enough for both.
Garden update: summer harvest coming in. The jalapeños are productive (thirty this week — I am making hot sauce). The cherry tomatoes are prolific. The basil is thriving in the heat. Sofia's pepper plants have produced their first fruits, and she guards them with the territorial ferocity of a farmer protecting her crop. Diego is no longer allowed within three feet of the garden unsupervised, a policy that has reduced crop destruction by approximately ninety percent.
The jalapeños are already spoken for — thirty of them headed into a batch of hot sauce that will last through winter — but the basil has been another story entirely. It’s been growing with an almost aggressive generosity in the Arizona heat, the kind of abundance that demands you do something with it before the season turns. I’ve been folding pesto into everything this week: the crew’s pasta on a Thursday shift, Sofia’s lunch wraps, a quick weeknight dinner when Jessica and I finally sat down after the kids were in bed. It’s one of those recipes that feels indulgent but lands squarely in the “responsible” half of my cooking life — fresh, simple, built from something I grew myself.
Vegan Basil Pesto
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 10 minutes | Servings: 8 (about 1 cup total)
Ingredients
- 2 cups fresh basil leaves, packed
- 1/3 cup pine nuts (or walnuts as a budget-friendly swap)
- 3 cloves garlic, peeled
- 1/2 cup extra-virgin olive oil
- 3 tablespoons nutritional yeast
- 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
Instructions
- Toast the nuts. In a small dry skillet over medium-low heat, toast the pine nuts for 2–3 minutes, stirring frequently, until lightly golden and fragrant. Remove from heat and let cool slightly.
- Blend the base. Add the basil, toasted pine nuts, and garlic to a food processor or blender. Pulse 6–8 times until coarsely chopped.
- Stream in the oil. With the processor running on low, slowly drizzle in the olive oil until the mixture is smooth but still has some texture. Scrape down the sides as needed.
- Season and brighten. Add the nutritional yeast, lemon juice, salt, and pepper. Pulse a few more times to combine. Taste and adjust salt or lemon to your preference.
- Store or serve. Use immediately tossed with pasta, spread on sandwiches, or spooned over roasted vegetables. To store, transfer to a jar and press a thin layer of olive oil over the surface to prevent browning. Refrigerate for up to 5 days or freeze in ice cube trays for up to 3 months.
Nutrition (per serving, approximately 2 tablespoons)
Calories: 165 | Protein: 2g | Fat: 17g | Carbs: 2g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 115mg