Christmas week. Terrence arrived Saturday. Kevin arrived Sunday. The apartment rearranged itself: air mattress in the kids' room (tradition), Kevin on the couch (tradition), Blaze confused by the influx of people (tradition — the cat retreats to the highest surface and watches the chaos like a furry security camera). Mama arrives Christmas Eve morning to start the cooking marathon. The cast is assembled. The show begins.
Christmas Eve: Cornerstone Church, in person, candles, the real ones. Chloe sang in the children's choir — "O Holy Night," and her voice rose above the others the way it always does, clear and strong, the voice of a girl who has been singing in kitchens for five years and the kitchen made her brave enough to sing in public. Kevin held a candle with the stillness of a man who needed the light more than he'll ever say. Terrence held Elijah, who held the candle for four seconds (improvement from Jayden's twelve-second record — the Mitchell candle-holding gene is recessive). Mama sat in the pew and closed her eyes during the prayer and the candlelight caught the tears on her face and she was beautiful. She's always beautiful in candlelight. Every woman is.
Christmas morning: Jayden at 5:22 AM. EARLIER every year. The boy's Christmas clock is accelerating. He woke Chloe, who woke Kevin (on the couch, startled, briefly convinced he was back in the Army), who woke me, who woke nobody because Elijah was already up, standing in his crib, yelling "LIGHT! LIGHT!" at the tree through the doorway. The tree. The lights. The magic that a twenty-two-month-old experiences without understanding — the pure, uncomplicated magic of colors in the dark. That's what Christmas looks like before the mythology arrives: just light. Just wonder. Just a baby in a crib, pointing at the tree, saying the word.
Gifts: Chloe opened the chef's knife and held it with the reverence of a knight receiving a sword. She held it up and said: "It's REAL." It's real. The tool is real. The chef is real. The kitchen that was Earline's and Lorraine's and mine is now hers and the knife is the key. Jayden opened the RC fire truck and it was on the floor within three seconds, careening into furniture at speeds that Blaze found personally offensive. Elijah opened the orange blocks and stacked them and knocked them down and stacked them and knocked them down and the cycle of construction and destruction is the toddler's meditation: build, destroy, build again. The Mitchell way.
Christmas dinner: the full spread. Ham, Earline's cornbread, Kevin's green bean casserole (Version 2: improved, more onions, less anxiety), Mama's mashed potatoes, Chloe's chocolate cake (three layers, Year 2), and cornbread dressing and sweet potato pie (both RIGHT). The table had seven people. Earline was on the wall. The first Christmas with all three kids settled — Chloe in fifth grade, Jayden in first grade, Elijah walking and talking and eating orange foods. Settled. Not perfect. Not complete. But settled. The way a house settles on its foundation: slowly, with small shifts, until it's solid. We're solid. The table is solid. The food is solid. Sarah's Table — the business and the actual table — is solid. Merry Christmas.
Seven people at that table means seven different needs, and I’ve learned that a table worth calling solid has room for all of them — so alongside Mama’s mashed potatoes and Kevin’s green bean casserole, I always keep a plant-based centerpiece in my back pocket for the guests who need it, or for the years ahead when one of these kids comes home with someone who eats differently than we do. This lentil-walnut roast is the one I come back to every December: it has the weight and the warmth of a real holiday main, it holds together on the platter, and it makes the whole kitchen smell like something important is happening — which, this Christmas, it absolutely was.
Vegan Christmas Dinner Recipes
Prep Time: 30 minutes | Cook Time: 1 hour 15 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 45 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 2 cups green or brown lentils, rinsed
- 4 cups vegetable broth
- 1 cup raw walnuts, roughly chopped
- 1 cup rolled oats
- 1 medium yellow onion, finely diced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 stalks celery, finely diced
- 1 cup cremini mushrooms, finely chopped
- 2 tablespoons olive oil, divided
- 2 tablespoons soy sauce or tamari
- 1 tablespoon tomato paste
- 1 tablespoon fresh thyme leaves (or 1 teaspoon dried)
- 1 teaspoon fresh rosemary, minced
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon salt, plus more to taste
- 2 tablespoons ground flaxseed + 6 tablespoons water (flax eggs)
- For the cranberry glaze: 1 cup whole cranberry sauce (canned or homemade), 2 tablespoons maple syrup, 1 tablespoon balsamic vinegar
- For serving: roasted root vegetables (carrots, parsnips, Brussels sprouts), steamed green beans
Instructions
- Make the flax eggs. Combine 2 tablespoons ground flaxseed with 6 tablespoons water in a small bowl. Stir and set aside for 10 minutes until thickened.
- Cook the lentils. Combine rinsed lentils and vegetable broth in a medium saucepan. Bring to a boil, reduce heat, and simmer uncovered for 20–25 minutes until lentils are tender and most liquid is absorbed. Drain any excess liquid and let cool slightly.
- Toast the walnuts. Preheat oven to 375°F. Spread walnuts on a dry baking sheet and toast for 6–8 minutes until fragrant. Remove and let cool.
- Saute the aromatics. Heat 1 tablespoon olive oil in a large skillet over medium heat. Add onion and celery and cook for 5 minutes until softened. Add garlic and mushrooms and cook another 4–5 minutes until mushrooms release their moisture and the pan looks nearly dry. Stir in soy sauce, tomato paste, thyme, rosemary, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper. Cook 1 minute more and remove from heat.
- Build the roast mixture. In a large bowl, combine cooked lentils, toasted walnuts, rolled oats, and the sauteed vegetable mixture. Stir in the flax eggs. Mix until everything is well combined — the mixture should hold together when pressed. Taste and adjust salt and pepper.
- Shape and bake. Grease a 9x5-inch loaf pan with the remaining tablespoon of olive oil. Press the lentil mixture firmly and evenly into the pan. Bake at 375°F for 40 minutes.
- Make the cranberry glaze. While the roast bakes, stir together cranberry sauce, maple syrup, and balsamic vinegar in a small saucepan over low heat until smooth and warmed through, about 3 minutes.
- Glaze and finish. After 40 minutes, remove the roast from the oven and spread half the cranberry glaze generously over the top. Return to the oven and bake another 15–20 minutes until the glaze is set and the edges are deep golden brown. Let the roast rest in the pan for 10 minutes before slicing.
- Serve. Run a knife along the edges and carefully invert or lift the roast onto a serving platter. Slice into 8 portions and serve with the remaining warm cranberry glaze on the side alongside roasted root vegetables and steamed green beans.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 15g | Fat: 11g | Carbs: 40g | Fiber: 10g | Sodium: 480mg