Caleb enrolled in an outpatient treatment program this week. He called Monday to tell me. He did not make it a large announcement — he said it the way he says things he is slightly proud of but does not want to be seen being proud of, which is sideways, without eye contact, in this case over the phone without me being able to see his face at all. He said: "I signed up for the program." I said: "Okay." He said: "Monday and Thursday evenings." I said: "Do you need a ride to get there?" He said: "I can drive myself." I said: "Okay." That was it. That is how you do the big things in our family. Small words. No ceremony. Eyes straight ahead.
Fall is settling in properly now. The garden has given what it is going to give — the tomatoes are done, I pulled the spent plants last weekend. The pole beans finished two weeks ago. The squash are cured and stored in the garage. I harvested the last of the dried beans from the heritage plants and shelled them into a bowl on Sunday evening while Kai watched and Luna sorted them by some criterion I could not identify. The seeds go back to the seed library in the spring. That is Hannah's arrangement with the Cherokee Nation program: you grow them, harvest them, return a portion of seed, and the library grows. It is a kind of payment and a kind of promise at the same time.
I made a pot of bean bread on Saturday. Not because anyone asked for it or needed it — I made it because I needed to make something with my hands that took time and was good and would feed people. The dried beans, the cornmeal, the shaping and wrapping and boiling. Luna helped me sort the beans. Kai helped me stir the dough. They are four and one and a half and they are in the kitchen and they know what bean bread is and someday they will know what it means. That is the project. That is the whole project, actually. Make the food. Feed the people. Pass it along. The rest is details.
We had dried beans on the counter all week — the last of the heritage harvest — and after the phone call with Caleb, after the shelling and the stirring and the quiet of Saturday’s bean bread, I found myself still wanting to cook with them. These vegan tacos are not traditional the way bean bread is traditional, but they are built from the same logic: dried beans, time, your hands, and people to feed at the end of it. Luna and Kai can eat them. I can make them on a Thursday evening. That is enough of a reason.
Vegan Tacos Recipe
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 40 min | Servings: 4 (about 8 tacos)
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 cups dried pinto or black beans, soaked overnight and cooked until tender (or two 15 oz cans, drained and rinsed)
- 8 small corn tortillas
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1 small yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 teaspoon cumin
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/4 teaspoon salt, plus more to taste
- 1/4 cup vegetable broth or water
- 1 cup shredded purple cabbage
- 1 avocado, sliced
- 1/2 cup fresh salsa or pico de gallo
- 1/4 cup fresh cilantro leaves
- Juice of 1 lime
- Optional: pickled red onions, sliced jalapeño, hot sauce
Instructions
- Cook the beans (if using dried). Drain soaked beans and cover with fresh water by two inches. Simmer 60–90 minutes until tender, then drain. Skip this step if using canned.
- Build the bean filling. Heat olive oil in a large skillet over medium heat. Add onion and cook 5 minutes until softened. Add garlic and cook 1 minute more.
- Season and simmer. Add cooked beans, cumin, smoked paprika, chili powder, and salt. Stir to coat evenly. Pour in broth and cook, stirring occasionally, 8–10 minutes until the liquid is absorbed and beans are fragrant and slightly broken down. Taste and adjust seasoning.
- Warm the tortillas. Heat tortillas one at a time in a dry skillet over medium-high heat, 30 seconds per side, until warm and lightly charred at the edges. Keep wrapped in a clean towel to stay soft.
- Assemble the tacos. Spoon bean filling into each tortilla. Top with shredded cabbage, avocado slices, pico de gallo, and cilantro. Squeeze lime juice over everything.
- Serve immediately. Add pickled red onions, jalapeño, or hot sauce at the table for those who want them.
Nutrition (per serving, 2 tacos)
Calories: 340 | Protein: 13g | Fat: 10g | Carbs: 52g | Fiber: 13g | Sodium: 310mg