The week after the first place news and the particular quality of the days that follow something significant: still bright, still real, but returning to ordinary. The work continued. AP Chemistry had a test. AP US History had a primary source analysis due. The college visit schedule needed to be organized for spring. Life does not pause for victories and I have learned to be glad about that, because the pausing is the dangerous part. Forward is the only direction that keeps you warm.
Tanya's poems had been accepted — four of them, the protest poems — by an anthology of young Black writers that was being published by a small press in New York. She was going to be in a book. A real book, on paper, in bookstores. She called me when she got the contract and I screamed in a way that surprised both of us. I am not a screamer. But that was the right response. She deserved someone screaming with joy on her behalf. I was honored to be that person.
We went for a walk after school that afternoon to celebrate — no destination, just the neighborhood, the spring air arriving properly now, the azaleas in full bloom along the residential streets. She showed me the contract on her phone and I read every clause and then told her it looked correct from my non-lawyerly perspective. She said she would have a real lawyer look at it. I said good. She said she was going to thank me in the acknowledgments. I said I would believe it when I saw it. I have it in a book now. I saw it. It is real.
I made an upside-down pineapple cake on Saturday because Tanya had mentioned it in passing as her favorite childhood cake, and because people who have achieved something beautiful deserve to eat the cake they love most. It came out perfect. She ate two slices. Sometimes the most direct form of love is a specific cake delivered exactly when needed.
I said I made an upside-down pineapple cake for Tanya, and I did — but in the days after, thinking about what I wanted to share here, I kept coming back to the carrot raisin cake I’d been baking long before that Saturday, the one that has always been my go-to when someone I love needs something that feels like a hug from a kitchen. It’s the kind of cake that asks you to slow down and pay attention while you make it, and I think that’s appropriate when the occasion is someone’s poems being accepted into a real book by a real press in New York. Tanya’s acknowledgment is in that book now, and every time I make this cake going forward, I will think of the afternoon we walked through the azaleas and she showed me the contract on her phone and I told her it looked right. This recipe is for her, and for anyone else in your life who has done something that made you want to scream with joy on their behalf.
Carrot Raisin Cake
Prep Time: 25 minutes | Cook Time: 35 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour | Servings: 12
Ingredients
- 2 cups all-purpose flour
- 2 teaspoons baking soda
- 1 teaspoon baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon
- 1/2 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- 1/4 teaspoon ground ginger
- 4 large eggs
- 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar
- 1 cup vegetable oil
- 2 teaspoons vanilla extract
- 3 cups finely grated carrots (about 5 medium carrots)
- 3/4 cup raisins
- 1/2 cup chopped walnuts (optional)
- For the cream cheese frosting:
- 8 oz cream cheese, softened
- 1/4 cup unsalted butter, softened
- 2 cups powdered sugar, sifted
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
Instructions
- Preheat and prepare. Preheat your oven to 350°F. Grease and flour two 9-inch round cake pans, or line the bottoms with parchment paper.
- Mix the dry ingredients. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda, baking powder, salt, cinnamon, nutmeg, and ginger until evenly combined. Set aside.
- Beat the wet ingredients. In a separate large bowl, beat the eggs and sugar together until pale and slightly thickened, about 2 minutes. Add the vegetable oil and vanilla extract, and mix until smooth.
- Combine. Gradually fold the dry ingredients into the wet ingredients, stirring just until no flour streaks remain. Do not overmix.
- Fold in the carrots and raisins. Gently stir in the grated carrots, raisins, and walnuts if using. The batter will be thick.
- Bake. Divide the batter evenly between the prepared pans. Bake for 30—35 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean.
- Cool completely. Let the cakes cool in the pans for 10 minutes, then turn out onto a wire rack and cool completely before frosting.
- Make the frosting. Beat the cream cheese and butter together until smooth and fluffy. Add the powdered sugar and vanilla, and beat on low until combined, then on medium-high until light and creamy.
- Frost and serve. Place one cake layer on a serving plate and spread a generous layer of frosting on top. Set the second layer on top and frost the top and sides. Slice and serve at room temperature.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 485 | Protein: 6g | Fat: 24g | Carbs: 64g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 320mg