Thanksgiving week, year two. Last year I brought japchae and pumpkin hotteok and Kevin came from Portland and we washed dishes together and talked about being Korean children raised by white parents. This year I'm bringing more — not just dishes but a changed self. Korea changed me. Not dramatically — I'm still the same person, same condo, same job, same rice cooker — but the way water changes a stone: slowly, invisibly, by being there. I am smoother now. Less rough at the edges where Korean and American used to grind against each other. The edges are still there but they've been worn by three weeks of being in Korea, by eating the food in the place it comes from, by hearing the language everywhere, and the wearing has made me easier to be inside of.
Thanksgiving menu: Karen's turkey, stuffing, green bean casserole, cranberry sauce, mashed potatoes, pumpkin pie. My contributions: japchae (tradition now — second year on the table), kimchi (always), and a new addition: galbi jjim, the braised short ribs I mastered this fall. The galbi jjim felt right for Thanksgiving — it's a celebration dish in Korea, served at holidays and special occasions, and Thanksgiving is the American celebration, and putting galbi jjim on the Thanksgiving table is my way of saying: this holiday belongs to both my cultures now. The Korean and the American. The turkey and the braised ribs. Both.
Kevin came. He drove up Wednesday night, looking better than I've seen him in years — solid, steady, with the quiet confidence of a man who has a business plan and a partner and a lease and twenty-two months of sobriety. He brought coffee from Bridge City Roasters — his own beans, his own roast, packaged in a bag with the logo Lisa designed. The coffee was excellent. Rich, balanced, with notes of chocolate and cherry that Kevin described with the specific vocabulary of a person who has turned his passion into his profession. I'm proud of him. The pride is uncomplicated — not the anxious, conditional pride of the years when Kevin was bouncing between rehab and relapse, but the clean pride of watching someone build something real.
Thursday: the full Thanksgiving. Karen's table, set with the good china, the turkey golden and enormous, the galbi jjim dark and glossy in its pot beside the cranberry sauce. David carved with his usual precision. Karen served with her usual efficiency. Kevin ate like a man who has discovered that being alive is worth celebrating, which it is, and the celebrating involved three helpings of everything, including two servings of galbi jjim that he declared "the best thing on this table, sorry Mom." Karen laughed. She wasn't sorry. She was proud — of Kevin for being here, of me for making galbi jjim, of David for carving, of the table for holding all of it.
After dinner, Kevin and I did the dishes again. Our Thanksgiving tradition, now two years old. Standing at the sink, he said, "Bridge City opens in February." I said, "I'll be there." He said, "Bring kimchi." I said, "To a coffee shop?" He said, "Kimchi goes with everything." He's not wrong. Kimchi does go with everything. It goes with pot roast and galbi and turkey and, apparently, artisanal coffee in a Portland roastery. Kimchi is my Korean identity distilled into a condiment: fermented, persistent, present at every table, pairing with everything because it refuses to be excluded. I am the kimchi at the Thanksgiving table. Loud, funky, red, and here.
When Kevin and I finished the dishes and he started talking about Bridge City opening in February, I found myself thinking about what I’d bring — not kimchi, obviously, but something that felt like me: warm, a little bold, built on flavors that blur the line between the kitchen I grew up in and the one I found in Korea. These Saigon cinnamon ginger cookies are exactly that. Saigon cinnamon runs hotter and deeper than the grocery-store kind, and ginger is the backbone of a good galbi jjim braising liquid — so baking these felt less like a departure from the Thanksgiving table and more like a continuation of it, sweetened and made portable, the kind of thing you bring to a coffee shop grand opening in February and set down next to a bag with a hand-designed logo.
Saigon Cinnamon Ginger Cookies
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 12 min | Total Time: 27 min (plus 30 min chill) | Servings: 24 cookies
Ingredients
- 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour
- 2 teaspoons Saigon cinnamon (or increase standard cinnamon by 1/4 teaspoon for a closer approximation)
- 1 1/2 teaspoons ground ginger
- 1/2 teaspoon ground cloves
- 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/4 teaspoon fine sea salt
- 3/4 cup (1 1/2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened to room temperature
- 3/4 cup packed dark brown sugar
- 1/4 cup granulated sugar, plus 3 tablespoons for rolling
- 1 large egg, room temperature
- 2 tablespoons unsulfured molasses
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
Instructions
- Whisk dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together flour, Saigon cinnamon, ground ginger, cloves, baking soda, and salt. Set aside.
- Cream butter and sugars. In a large bowl using a hand mixer or stand mixer fitted with the paddle attachment, beat the softened butter, brown sugar, and 1/4 cup granulated sugar on medium-high speed until light and fluffy, about 3 minutes. Scrape down the sides as needed.
- Add wet ingredients. Add the egg, molasses, and vanilla extract to the butter mixture. Beat on medium speed until fully combined, about 1 minute. The mixture may look slightly curdled — that’s normal.
- Combine and chill. Add the dry ingredients to the wet ingredients and mix on low speed until just combined — do not overmix. Cover the dough and refrigerate for at least 30 minutes (or up to 48 hours). Chilling prevents spreading and deepens the spice flavor.
- Preheat oven. When ready to bake, preheat oven to 350°F (177°C). Line two large baking sheets with parchment paper. Place the remaining 3 tablespoons granulated sugar in a small shallow bowl.
- Portion and roll. Scoop dough into balls about 1 1/2 tablespoons each. Roll each ball in the granulated sugar until well coated, then place 2 inches apart on the prepared baking sheets.
- Bake. Bake for 11–12 minutes, until the edges are set but the centers still look slightly underdone. The cookies will continue to firm up on the pan. Do not overbake — a soft center is the goal.
- Cool. Allow cookies to cool on the baking sheet for 5 minutes before transferring to a wire rack. They will be fragile straight from the oven. Cool completely before storing.
- Store. Store in an airtight container at room temperature for up to one week. Dough balls can be frozen (unrolled in sugar) for up to 3 months; bake directly from frozen, adding 2 minutes to the bake time.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 118 | Protein: 1g | Fat: 6g | Carbs: 16g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 52mg